re: Liber T
Onyx said:
I felt the same way until I spent a couple of months alone with the deck.
I actually took Scion's PDF to Kinkos had them copy it out (you should have seen their faces, Ha!)
Onyx said:
and bound it like a spiral. I had them just copy on one side of the page and then used the other side as a journal for my notes. I used that for the pips and I used the DuQuette book for the Majors, Courts and Aces. It is the beautiful Trumps, Courts and Aces that draw me back to the deck.
I can see how those would do it for you. They are truly beautiful, and I think that some of them (death comes to mind) are a distinct improvement on Thoth. I rather like Adjustment in Thoth better, there you go.
Onyx said:
Three fourths the way through I thought once I was done I would never pick up the deck again but low and behold, I like it now. My break through was not on the Egyptian Mythological/Astrological side but that I really was able to open myself up more intuitively than ever before with that deck.
Of course, that's what Emily talks about, too - and Scion. That it's an amazing intuitive deck. I'm thinking again about whether or not to use it.
Onyx said:
It is not for everyone and the images do still make me blush but it can be a good deck.
Onyx.
Yes, blushing!
10 cups OMG lol.
Emily said:
I too still think the Liber T is a deck that takes a little time getting used to, some of the artwork is extreme - its not pretty or overly colourful, human figures are distorted - but its a deck that goes deeper than the artwork.
I think the deck is quite colorful, and I really love Serio's artwork - it's just the (to me) nightmarish imagery on the pips that has me a bit spooked. I find the imagery quite dream-like, in the "I just woke up and feel queasy because my dream was way too deep" kind of way.
Emily said:
When I first started working with it, I thought the artwork was a kind of test, with all the blood and some of the cards being disturbing - its not till you really start working with the deck that it comes alive, you start to understand why the artwork is like it is. The beauty of this deck is hidden from view until you can get past the artwork.
Can you elaborate on that? Though perhaps it's beyond telling in words... Why do you think the artwork is like it is? I certainly can identify with it being a kind of test...
Emily said:
I've posted on here about my uneasy start with this deck when it first came out, it probably spent more time in the post than it did at my house and when I traded it,
LOL
Emily said:
I had no thoughts of replacing it. But a few years later I did and I've used this deck now for over a year. I can't find a deck that really holds a candle to it so for now I'm content to carry on and just use it. I'm not really studying it now, just using it. I am also using Lenormand cards though, I thought I could do with a change of pace, seeing as I can't find another tarot deck I really want to have an indepth study with.
I can certainly understand that!
I'm seriously considering returning to the usual GD elemental attribs (swords/air, wands/fire etc), because I don't see any way to use that deck otherwise.
One thing that I really like about it is that the astrological attribs are so easy to see - they are so hidden in Thoth that it's distracting to look for them.
Emily said:
The Liber T is a hard deck to get into but it is so worth it, if you can get past the artwork and understand it. Nothing worth doing is ever easy.
You know even just by going on the most basic of keywords, that doesn't look like a bad reading. It might if you were taking RWS symbolism into consideration too.
I didn't find it a particularly bad reading, though the swords were a bit troubling (especially as they are so g_d-awful in GD thought).
Emily said:
8 Swords - Influencing - What made you choose the Liber T? Was it all the discussion that had been going on about it? Were you influenced? Is it the kind of deck you wouldn't normally go for? The large figure on the card is showing his hands, open handed - he isn't hiding anything.
I'm not sure what made me pull that deck out of the drawer to consider - it was odd: Liber T + pip decks.
I have been curious about the deck, and bought it again because of the *testimony* of people like you, QJ, Scion, etc. I find that I'm drawn to it, but I'm also a bit afraid of it - I find it quite dark, really, and I'm not sure if that's the best thing for me right now. It definitely isn't the kind of deck I usually go for (though I studied thoth for quite a while years ago).
I did notice that the figure on the card was not intimidating at all. But I was wondering about the two ass-headed beings who are worshipping him. What's that all about?
Emily said:
2 Cups - Love - A human figure on the card - open to new ideas, standing firm - a pretty card to look at.
I agree.
Emily said:
2 Swords - Restored Peace - Also Truce - This shows the worries you have about the deck - You might struggle with it but again look at the figures on the card - there is a balance there - dark and light.
I see that.
Emily said:
The Cup Princess - not as powerful as the Queen but still a feel-good card - she is the most compassionate and loving of the princesses.
The clarification card for the Sword 8, the Wand Princess - well she's creative, fiery and up for the fight lol
That hairdo kills me (also on the Thoth).
Emily said:
I know you've decided to move on but I just wanted to show you that even when Liber T looks bad, it can be really sweet.
I've had some gut-punching readings from this deck too, especially at the beginning when I felt it was testing me - I still remember having a bad day and getting the Sword 7 - Weakness - that shows a headless man - and Oh Boy did I feel like that man lol There have been many other times when just one card can sum up a situation and have made the hairs rise on the back of my neck.
Thanks for your response, Emily. I knew that you would rise to the occasion!
I'm going to pull it out again tonight, shuffle it, and see what comes up. And then go to bed and see if I can survive my dreams! LOL
More later...