If it helps, I rarely read, if at all. I like reading for myself but not for others. People seem to like it so I do it for friends, and I'm not bad at it, either, at least that's what people said (and my own high opinion of myself). But it isn't my passion, although I generally do a card of the day thing, and occasionally something bigger.
Of course, that doesn't stop me from thinking about Tarot for great parts of the day whether at my desk doing actual work or idle contemplation about this or that idea or symbol. I use it in other ways too. Although I am not a big fan of reading, it is still a huge part of my life. The best thing is that there is always new spiritual and intellectual ground to cover. You could spend ten lifetimes thinking about the Fool, a hundred lifetimes studying the esoteric aspects of Tarot or merely admiring the color blue, and it would all be Tarot related. Point is, if you feel something isn't working out, look at it from another angle. If reading is the issue, study the structure. If it is something else, there are infinite ways Tarot can be beneficial.
