theempress13
im writing on here because im going through a weird time. a few months ago, i was happy with my boyfriend. we have always had a lot of problems but it wasn't like i was thinking of leaving him or anything. i asked a question about how my valentines day would go (just for fun, i expected it to say it would go good) and i got cards saying i would feel trapped and wanting to leave my relationship. i thought it was kind of weird cuz me and my boyfriend were okay. then i was reading a crystal ball and saw a darker skinned man in it who i felt had an attraction to me. okay a few days later, my friend tells me this darker guy at our work who ive never even spoken to says he is interested in asking me out. now me and my boyfriend get into this whole big fight about our future together that lasts for days! then i sort of develop a crush back on this random guy as well. i know deep down, it's just a sexual attraction thing tho. i even continuously get cards that tell me our attraction is just based on sexual feelings and to ignore it because he's not the man for me. then valentines rolls around and i AM feeling trapped and wanting to leave my relationship cuz im feeling so confused about this other guy. i know, im kind of a horrible person.
anyways, i just get over this guy and stick with my man i already have. all my tarot readings for the following weeks warn me of a new love entering my life and keep telling me to leave my relationship. my last few readings were pretty accurate so i feel like im on a roll and i truly believe in my heart that love is coming into my life. they even tell me he will be a mature man (it's insane bc one of my main issues with my boyfriend is his maturity). then i do meet a man. no, actually i meet TWO men! both are extremely mature for their age and both seem interested in me. both of them share interests with me, one is super sweet and interested in the supernatural and he and i could spend forever talking about anything. the other one is super funny and also interested in the supernatural and you could do just about anything with him and itd be fun. so yeah, im getting hype thinking it might be one of these two guys. my friend even tells me that one of them told her he -was- interested. so me and these guys get really close bc we see eachother everyday at work. then we go to hangout for one of their birthdays and ....it's a dud. i don't feel attracted to them and i can tell, they lost it with me as well. i feel more like we could all be just really close friends.
now my cards don't mention anything about love. they don't even make sense with the questions i ask them. and im so depressed cuz for YEARS, i been waiting for a serious love relationship to come into my life after a significant heart break years ago. AND on the same day as this, i lost my good luck amulet and charms without even knowing. they were like apart of my soul and made me feel so close to my angels bc they were filled with so much good energy and everytime i do a spell or reading, i make sure they're there to bless it. im just so upset. i guess it's kind of funny, i can see the humor in it. im gonna be looking back one day and laughing at myself for being such a fool. but for now, im a little bummed. why is the universe playing a joke on me
-____- why did my cards troll me so hard?
anyways, i just get over this guy and stick with my man i already have. all my tarot readings for the following weeks warn me of a new love entering my life and keep telling me to leave my relationship. my last few readings were pretty accurate so i feel like im on a roll and i truly believe in my heart that love is coming into my life. they even tell me he will be a mature man (it's insane bc one of my main issues with my boyfriend is his maturity). then i do meet a man. no, actually i meet TWO men! both are extremely mature for their age and both seem interested in me. both of them share interests with me, one is super sweet and interested in the supernatural and he and i could spend forever talking about anything. the other one is super funny and also interested in the supernatural and you could do just about anything with him and itd be fun. so yeah, im getting hype thinking it might be one of these two guys. my friend even tells me that one of them told her he -was- interested. so me and these guys get really close bc we see eachother everyday at work. then we go to hangout for one of their birthdays and ....it's a dud. i don't feel attracted to them and i can tell, they lost it with me as well. i feel more like we could all be just really close friends.
now my cards don't mention anything about love. they don't even make sense with the questions i ask them. and im so depressed cuz for YEARS, i been waiting for a serious love relationship to come into my life after a significant heart break years ago. AND on the same day as this, i lost my good luck amulet and charms without even knowing. they were like apart of my soul and made me feel so close to my angels bc they were filled with so much good energy and everytime i do a spell or reading, i make sure they're there to bless it. im just so upset. i guess it's kind of funny, i can see the humor in it. im gonna be looking back one day and laughing at myself for being such a fool. but for now, im a little bummed. why is the universe playing a joke on me
-____- why did my cards troll me so hard?