I did you one up
I thought it would be fun to make a spread up for your problem. It seems you already know the main issues holding you back (negativity and stress) so I worked them in. I'll call it "the creative eye spread" (7)
****2****6****4
*******7*******
***1****5****3
1. What is pulling you into negativity?
2. Where might you draw from to have a more positive attitude?
3. Why do you feel stressed?
4. How you might be able to achieve calm
5. What might still be holding you back
6. Where you may find your creativity
7. This is the eye: Your inspiration to start anew
I'm seeing the top row as related , the bottom row as related, and of course 1-2, 3-4, 5-6
You might also look at the eye in relation to both top and bottom rows for more help.
Let me know if you try it!