Angel Star
Mystique your not the only one that has read Isralie Regardies material and felt it went right over your head. Personally I don't care for much of his writing except for some of the material that the Cicero's have redone. He is just too way out there for me. Maybe look for more current material on the Quabalah like i have recommended Ted Andrews books Simplified Magic and More Simplified Magic these are 2 great books and very practical if your just starting.