Kissa
I feel completely blocked in most areas of my life: work, money, relationship, spirituality. I am angry, irritable, i feel slightly down most of the time. I have had proper tantrums as well, in short i dislike myself right now, i don't know why i behave like i do and i just hate it. No, i am NOT PMS:ing LOL
This strange hateful angry mood has taken such a grip on me now that I truly see no other explanation than the fact there is something up there happening. It was all sudden and especially for my couple problems, just came out of the blue on thursday. He is an angel and i treat him very badly, to the point that i sometimes think we'd better break off as i don't think anybody should be treated that way.
Here are the major info I can give about my birth chart:
Sun in Scorpio
Moon in Aquarius
Asc in Aquarius, Uranus 8th house
Moon 1st house
Moon conjunct ascendant
Saturn 4th house
Venus 8th house
Sun 9th house
I am NOT asking for an explanation of my birth chart. I just wonder if someone who has knowledge could tell me "yep, no wonder you feel like this because..." and then I would feel a bit better and would get a way to work with that situation. I think. I hope.
And now direct copy&paste from astro... Please excuse me for the lousy text presentation...
Planetary positions
planet sign degree motion
Sun Scorpio 22°14'38 in house 9 direct
Moon Aquarius 25°57'30 in house 1 direct
Mercury Sagittarius 12°19'22 in house 10 direct
Venus Libra 17°42'03 in house 8 direct
Mars Libra 29°04'11 in house 8 direct
Jupiter Capricorn 7°27'20 in house 11 direct
Saturn Gemini 19°00'38 in house 4 retrograde
Uranus Libra 20°44'45 in house 8 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 4°30'35 in house 9 direct
Pluto Libra 3°39'12 in house 7 direct
True Node Capricorn 18°26'49 end of house 11 retrograde
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Aquarius 18°00'29
2nd House Aries 12°48'53
3rd House Taurus 17°02'07
Imum Coeli Gemini 9°43'44
5th House Gemini 28°43'35
6th House Cancer 18°52'14
Descendant Leo 18°00'29
8th House Libra 12°48'53
9th House Scorpio 17°02'07
Medium Coeli Sagittarius 9°43'44
11th House Sagittarius 28°43'35
12th House Capricorn 18°52'14
Major aspects
Sun Square Moon 3°43
Sun Square Ascendant 4°14
Moon Trine Mars 3°07
Moon Trine Saturn 6°57
Moon Trine Uranus 5°13
Moon Conjunction Ascendant 7°57
Mercury Sextile Venus 5°23
Mercury Sextile Ascendant 5°41
Venus Trine Saturn 1°19
Venus Conjunction Uranus 3°03
Venus Trine Ascendant 0°18
Jupiter Square Pluto 3°48
Saturn Trine Uranus 1°44
Saturn Trine Ascendant 1°00
Uranus Trine Ascendant 2°44
Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°51
This strange hateful angry mood has taken such a grip on me now that I truly see no other explanation than the fact there is something up there happening. It was all sudden and especially for my couple problems, just came out of the blue on thursday. He is an angel and i treat him very badly, to the point that i sometimes think we'd better break off as i don't think anybody should be treated that way.
Here are the major info I can give about my birth chart:
Sun in Scorpio
Moon in Aquarius
Asc in Aquarius, Uranus 8th house
Moon 1st house
Moon conjunct ascendant
Saturn 4th house
Venus 8th house
Sun 9th house
I am NOT asking for an explanation of my birth chart. I just wonder if someone who has knowledge could tell me "yep, no wonder you feel like this because..." and then I would feel a bit better and would get a way to work with that situation. I think. I hope.
And now direct copy&paste from astro... Please excuse me for the lousy text presentation...
Planetary positions
planet sign degree motion
Sun Scorpio 22°14'38 in house 9 direct
Moon Aquarius 25°57'30 in house 1 direct
Mercury Sagittarius 12°19'22 in house 10 direct
Venus Libra 17°42'03 in house 8 direct
Mars Libra 29°04'11 in house 8 direct
Jupiter Capricorn 7°27'20 in house 11 direct
Saturn Gemini 19°00'38 in house 4 retrograde
Uranus Libra 20°44'45 in house 8 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 4°30'35 in house 9 direct
Pluto Libra 3°39'12 in house 7 direct
True Node Capricorn 18°26'49 end of house 11 retrograde
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Aquarius 18°00'29
2nd House Aries 12°48'53
3rd House Taurus 17°02'07
Imum Coeli Gemini 9°43'44
5th House Gemini 28°43'35
6th House Cancer 18°52'14
Descendant Leo 18°00'29
8th House Libra 12°48'53
9th House Scorpio 17°02'07
Medium Coeli Sagittarius 9°43'44
11th House Sagittarius 28°43'35
12th House Capricorn 18°52'14
Major aspects
Sun Square Moon 3°43
Sun Square Ascendant 4°14
Moon Trine Mars 3°07
Moon Trine Saturn 6°57
Moon Trine Uranus 5°13
Moon Conjunction Ascendant 7°57
Mercury Sextile Venus 5°23
Mercury Sextile Ascendant 5°41
Venus Trine Saturn 1°19
Venus Conjunction Uranus 3°03
Venus Trine Ascendant 0°18
Jupiter Square Pluto 3°48
Saturn Trine Uranus 1°44
Saturn Trine Ascendant 1°00
Uranus Trine Ascendant 2°44
Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°51