I thought things were a little more black and white but I am finding it is more intuitive than I figured.
The back injury was a spinal injury and it was caused by an accident where my spine got compressed. So if I were to look back on that day I would expect to see a Saturn aspect somewhere along the line? The thing is Saturn is such a slow mover that the window of opportunity for the accident, should have been wide. Right?
Could I have been forewarned? I wonder.....the accident was very random. I was in the back of a taxi cab that hit a metal plate on the road and bucked - the car literally almost flipped tail over head! I hit the roof of the backseat and among other injuries injured my lower spine. This was completely random, this was my usual route home - I would hail a cab and go up 10th avenue. The driver wasn't driving out of control (hard to believe but true
). The weather was fine. There was no indication that something bad was coming - so I wonder if I could have been forewarned - not because I regret anything just because I want to understand.
There are big points that I can look back on and name a date and sometimes a time and I would love to see if I can see a pattern with specific aspects etc..... I am curious to find links. I do understand that hindsight will be 20:20 and predicting forward - not so much but I do believe in fate so I believe I should be able to see patterns. What do you think?
Since Saturn is strong in my chart, as it is, I would bet that it would be involved during significant times in my life. I am generally well but I have had a lot of structural injuries, I bet that is all about Saturn. Saturn/MC/Jupiter conjunction is a strong player in my chart and so is the Moon/Merc/Mars conjunction. Right?
Dave said:
Further, the context of one's life will shape the level and the intensity of that planet's expression. It is only those who live life large where the symbols play out strongly. We who read typical normal lives don't have terrible, catastrophic and transformative explosions occur in our life every time Pluto transits an angle. Scale and common sense has to prevail.
I do understand this. Truly I do. I can't say I live life large all of the time but there have been moments.
Dave picked November 25th as a day that had some important aspects. The thing is that day was an easy, warm, happy day. Nothing sparky. Yes everything played out as it should have and that is cool but I wonder if we picked a day that had an explosion or something more polar what we would see?
For instance..... my 40th birthday.....HUGE Explosions!
It is a lot to understand. I know..... but I am trying.
Thank you both for being such wonderful teachers!!!!
Gotta run I am having another astrological reading. My husband thinks I am insane.
He's right. But I want to understand and sitting with this guy may help me gather more info.