I am sad to say that my dog sat on a couple of my Rider Waite cards. This has been my go-to deck as I've been learning tarot. He bent the fool, which now has a big horizontal crease in it. That card comes up way more often in readings now, or it falls from the deck and I feel like it's totally unreliable. This deck and I have history but I'm wondering if I need to retire it and get another. What do you all think? Has anyone had this happen to them?
Thank you, Ascensionist
First of all, sorry to hear this has happened. I can see the deck means a lot to you.
Next thing, it's really just up to you. There is never any such thing as "should" in Tarot. What feels comfortable to you, is what you should do. If you feel uncomfortable it could affect the quality of your readings. I feel the more relaxed you feel as you read, the better the reading goes.
I can't tell you what you should do, but here are my thoughts, if it had happened to me. I tend to believe that nothing in life happens without a good reason. Especially in areas of the spiritual (which Tarot cards are for me). I would take it first of all as a type of sign. That there is a message your life it trying to give you related to that Fool card. The first step for me would be to try to figure out what that is and what can be learned from it.
Next, you don't NEED to retire it. You can if you want but you don't need to. What I think I would do it remove the card and still read with the deck. You can read with only 77 cards, btw.
BUT what I would do in this deck is to make The FOOL a universal card, apply it's meaning in some way to all readings that come up. That is what I think I would do. I would
keep The Fool card, keep in on top of the deck when storing the deck. But then remove it before using the deck. To infuse the energy of that card into the deck.
I would likely also get a couple of other decks to use in a more usual way. BUT keep the original to read in a unique way with. When I felt that deck was the right one for a specific reading I would still pull it out and use it.
This original deck might become a favourite of mine for readings on faith. As in if someone asked about if someone is trustworthy, how to feel more positive in life...Anything related to The Fool card. As I would take it , that that is what the deck will most want to talk about now.
Just my thoughts...
Babs