LS Pagan Tarot-9 of swords

Disa

Today I drew this card. She's me. I've not slept well the past 3 nights.

I see in this card today a worried and/or grief stricken woman. The swords are pointing to where her head should be(lying comfortably and sleeping soundly upon the pillow) She isn't able to sleep because her thoughts have really overcome her. This card is similar to the 9 of swords in a lot of other decks, but what stands out to me is the fact that she is actually sitting up, feet on the floor. It seems that there is the possibility of her coming out of this grief, realizing that her worrying has been keeping her awake and is doing her no good. Perhaps she is at a turning point and is ready to put the grief behind her and move forward?

Disa