katie_here
Been doing Lenormand, playing cards and tarot for a bit now. Am by no means, or in any way an expert, and don't think I am one. I just wanted to share here, how I put things together for myself, because I also get a lot from here..
) Like most people, I started off with meanings from books, and other people around me, and after awhile your own meanings, or 'accent' kinda crystallize out more.
More to me, so people aren't suspicious ;-), I used to read for everyone at school(back when I went), some teachers too,lol, read for almost everyone I have ever worked with, tried to read for paying clients(inserted an ad in a local paper), but I'm too weak for that, I started getting money hungry, because it was so easy, and all of a sudden my focus was on telling them what they wanted to hear, and if they came back too soon, I felt pressured to find something new(because they all wanted that thrill of the first time). But there was nothing new, sometimes even complete mumbojumbo, so I felt like a failure. Some days I was good, some days bad, but people expect, if they're paying you, to always have an 'on' day. And I wasn't good in telling them no, I knew how they felt, because I read mine a hundred times a day in crisis - I was the same way..haha.
Soon, I wasn't interested anymore, it was all pressure and no fun. It was too much, too soon for me, I couldn't handle it well, so I stopped.
Then I started up again, for myself and friends, and looking for new info, stumbled in here. That's me. Hi everyone
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