sorry for digging up an old thread, but the dark one just has so much to tell. Although I think she'd rather have you to experience things for yourself, than telling you what you should do.
She's showing herself a lot to me, these days. Both in readings and in life. She's both inspiring and driving me insane, but then again, that's what she's good at. I encountered her a few weeks ago, when I realised how upset I was by some of the changes in my life. Some changes are good, and I acknowledged this. Some changes are bad, and I acknowledged this. Yet somewhere in all the planning and adjusting I forgot to feel....
This was of course not a very healthy situation, and the dark lady tried to cure me of it in her own fashion. So now I'm perpetually in a period of dark moon. I cry for the things that are lost, and I mourn the chances I did not take. I cry for the partings that will come, and I cry for the decisions I'll have to make. I've retreated into myself, to think and feel things over, and this has helped although it only brought more crying. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever stop crying.
The dark lady reminds me every time I pick her (which is pretty much all of the time) that this is just a phase, that this too, shall pass. She also reminds me that I'm not yet done crying....