10 of Swords- INterview with a Fey

reporting from the center circle of Feydome-

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  Who caused you to fall apart?
  What did you do to cause this to happen?
  Where are you?
  When will you re-form?
  Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)
  How will you reform?

• Who caused you to fall apart?
  My sword was a magic sword, the sword of illusions, and I placed all my faith in it. Reality broke it and now I come apart...
• What did you do to cause this to happen?
  I thought I was unvulnerable and so got too confident. My confidence was induced by an outside element (my sword), which never can last...
• Where are you?
  I actually am sitting in a corner of my room, eyes closed, face hidden in my hands, seeing this image of me coming undone...
• When will you re-form?
  As soon as I have gained enough confidence again to face reality, with a new awareness.
• Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)
  Because I feel like the earth under me crumbles and slides... this is the ultimate feeling of insecurity to me. My basis, where I stood on, is worth nothing. Shock.
• How will you reform?
  For the moment if feels like I never will, but I know that eventually I will I always do - finding a new basis to stand on will make me feel stable again.

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My questions to you:

• Who broke yours sword?
• What did you think you were doing here?
• Where did you come from?
• When did you plan to stop the fight?
• Why were you there in the first place?
• How do you feel now?

10 of Swords

(Lunalafey's questions and my answers to them)

Who caused you to fall apart?

A good friend of mine.

What did you do to cause this to happen?

I challenged my friend to a playful duel with magical swords.

Where are you?

In a courtyard set aside for athletic competition.

When will you re-form?

I will reform when I have gathered the strength to do so, after recovering from this exhausting competition.

Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)

My nature is that of an earthen fey. It is who I am.

How will you reform?

Once my energies are restored, I will simply be myself again.



(My questions)

Who are you?

What is happening to you?

Where will you go next?

When will you return?

Why is this happening to you?

How do you think this experience will change you?

Who caused you to fall apart?

the truth.. i am liberated.. i just didn't expect it would be like this.


What did you do to cause this to happen?

i was tired of fighting and decided to embrace the truth and accept it .. even though it brought me pain.


Where are you?

i am finally able to move on.. i do not know where i will be going, only that i will be on another journey and i am light hearted.


When will you re-form?

i took another form when this one served me no longer. i took another form then i was freed from this one...


Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)

perhaps this is what i needed, to return to my roots, to my origins.. ashes to ashes..


How will you reform?

i will just... be...

interview with Simone:
Who broke your sword?
The forces of nature shattered my sword. It seems to be some sort of karmic action.

What did you think you were doing here?
I came here to find direction, to learn what is my purpose. All Fey come here when it is thier time.

Where did you come from?
I came from a small village three days walk from here. It is part of initiations to journey to this place.

When did you plan to stop the fight?
I did not expect a fight, I was hoping that I would not need my sword. I was not prepared for this.

Why were you there in the first place?
It is part of our customes to come to this place when we come to a particular level in our mental development. We fey come to this place for what you humans call a (vision) quest.

How do you feel now?
I feel drained of all my energy and being. I feel that this is an end but also a beginning. I am in a total state of shock for this is nothing like what I expected.

interview with OakDragon
Who are you?
I am a simple fey who spends much time thinking of stratagies and solutions to help my community.

What is happening to you?
It seems that I am turning to dust. I'm not sure I even understand.

Where will you go next?
I am not sure, there are legends that speak of this sort of occurance, but I have not witnessed it in my life-time until now. Legends tell of a place that is not much different than what we know here. The main difference is that we have an increase of abilities, very little limits us when we make this transformation.

When will you return?
The legends say that we can never return, only go forward, transform and rise to another level.

Why is this happening to you?
I guess it is my time, I have been choosen by the powers that be.

How do you think this experience will change you?
I hope that the legends are true. My only fear is that my memories of this existance will be lost in the wind.

my questions are:

**who sent you?
**what do i learn from this?
**when will we meet again?
**where can i find you?
**why did you choose self-sacrifice?
**how did you accomplish your task by choosing this path?

Who caused you to fall apart?

The Non-Believers

What did you do to cause this to happen?

I didn't prove my existence to them.

Where are you?

In the castle of Dreams

When will you re-form?

When the Aware use their Imagination to create me.

Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)

Nonbelief turned me into only material elements

How will you reform?

Imaginations form me.

My questions:
Who are the Nonbelievers?
What can people do to Imagine you?
When do we fail to Believe?
Where are our two realms?
Why are you so vulnerable?
How often do you dissolve?

Who are the Nonbelievers?
there are no non believers. one who believes in magic sees magic around him and one who believes otherwise, does not.


What can people do to Imagine you?
allow your mind to soar. there are no limits, no rules. it is the ultimate freedom.


When do we fail to Believe?
we never fail to believe. everyone believes in something but we may not always agree or share the same believes. we are all on our personal journey and our believes change as we grow but we always believe in something.

Where are our two realms?
in our dreams, in reality.


Why are you so vulnerable?
i live in the realm of dreams, dreams are vulnerable but so precious.

How often do you dissolve?
everytime i move on, i shed what is no longer needed.

Who caused you to fall apart?

I'm not sure, It started suddenly as I came across a place I had never seen before.

What did you do to cause this to happen?
I don't know. I almost felt guided towards this place though.

Where are you?
In my dream world

When will you re-form?
When I let go of the broken sword

Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)

I needed to be more grounded and clearer in thinking. I tend to to be more airy in nature. I can be temperamental and intense too but now with earth I am more balanced and can not only see my path in life but also strive to acheive it.

How will you reform?
With earth merging with fire water and air I will be reborn.



My questions for you : )


WHO has done this to you?
WHAT is happening?
WHERE are you?
WHEN will this change be complete?
WHY did your sword break?
HOW did this change feel?

• 
  Who caused you to fall apart?
  uh, uh I ... huh... did ... it ... uuu ... to ... my....self...
  What did you do to cause this to happen?
  aaaa uuuu gggg....i put down ummm, I ... started .... to put .... down .... my SWORD...
  Where are you?
  .....wh.....wh.....what?......stop....it.......STOP.......IT..........
  
  When will you re-form?
  ........10........10.........days....minutes.........
  Why did you turn to earth? (and not water or fire etc.)
  ...dust....blows.....in .........the.............wind.........
  How will you reform?
  ...when....the ....next....cycle.....is....about........to .........end.............

Questions:

Who would ever believe a Fey could just turn to dust?

What good can come of your fading into sand and rock and dust?

Where is your belief in yourself, the belief that would solidify you and never allow you to disincorporate?

When will you get that if you don't believe you will dis-integrate, then no one else will either?

Why do you look so surprised?

How could you stop this process, right now?