franniee
Well mine tells me that I am a fraud. It tells me "who do you think you are reading other people's cards??? You don't know what you are talking about! You have no business doing that. You aren't gifted!"
Then today I got an e-mail from a person I read and she said the thing I was so sure she would get - she didn't! So my little voice which isn't so little right now is laughing at me! and telling me I am a fraud. (I am trying to figure out how to respond to her query - "what happened?"
Then yesterday at lunch with my parents, my Mom was telling her friends that what I do is just for fun and she doesn't approve of what I say to my sitters! She told them I go too far. I got annoyed and I said I tell them what I "see" and she laughed and said that I don't "see". I told her that is because you don't believe! BUT she is a hypocrite because she asked me to read for her on a health issue last week! She was quite interested in the cards!!!! I told them all and they laughed.
So my little voice has a face to go with it! and a heartbeat!
I have to read this saturday and I always start "fussing" days before having to go - I started yesterday - well why not after THAT lunch! it is all about what will they ask? What will I "see"? What if I don't "see" anything?
Then I stop the endless chatter and I tell myself - you like the venue, it is easy to get to, good inexpensive parking (for NYC, that is) , You meet nice people - you help them. But the last comment is where I get into the muddy parts - the quick sand!
UGH!
Then today I got an e-mail from a person I read and she said the thing I was so sure she would get - she didn't! So my little voice which isn't so little right now is laughing at me! and telling me I am a fraud. (I am trying to figure out how to respond to her query - "what happened?"
Then yesterday at lunch with my parents, my Mom was telling her friends that what I do is just for fun and she doesn't approve of what I say to my sitters! She told them I go too far. I got annoyed and I said I tell them what I "see" and she laughed and said that I don't "see". I told her that is because you don't believe! BUT she is a hypocrite because she asked me to read for her on a health issue last week! She was quite interested in the cards!!!! I told them all and they laughed.
So my little voice has a face to go with it! and a heartbeat!
I have to read this saturday and I always start "fussing" days before having to go - I started yesterday - well why not after THAT lunch! it is all about what will they ask? What will I "see"? What if I don't "see" anything?
Then I stop the endless chatter and I tell myself - you like the venue, it is easy to get to, good inexpensive parking (for NYC, that is) , You meet nice people - you help them. But the last comment is where I get into the muddy parts - the quick sand!
UGH!