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kuwaizair said:hmm thanks. its just I don't feel I coud do it, even If I was raised on such things. apparently 14 year olds can make and run neopet knock offs and I couldn't do this deck.
Why are you giving up without trying? If you want to design a deck from an artistic-promotional standpoint, then go ahead. I think what most of the feedback is trying to tell you is that the path to what you seek isn't easy. However, it is never wrong to strive for a goal. It is never wrong to create art. From what I gather, you are not trying to create a working tarot; you are looking to create a promotional piece to advertise your artwork.
My bit of advice is: do the art first, THEN worry about promotional stuff. Check out Amazon for books on creating portfolios and marketing your work. Since this project is about you and not tarot, use the cards to showcase your skills.
Just don't go into this thinking you can make a working tarot without knowledge of tarot, because you'll just be setting yourself up for disappointment.