Noob
Thanks Queenlove
I think he loves me but is in denial. That's why it's so hard. That's why he's not ready to go public. He once told me he loved me but quickly pretended he never said it. During New year's eve, there was an outpouring of emotions from him but after that, he turned cold. he seems to be afraid to be fully vested.
I think he loves me but is in denial. That's why it's so hard. That's why he's not ready to go public. He once told me he loved me but quickly pretended he never said it. During New year's eve, there was an outpouring of emotions from him but after that, he turned cold. he seems to be afraid to be fully vested.
In my own readings (last week, haven't done another one in the last six days), I kept getting the judgement card. THREE TIMES in a row.
Could anyone tell me what judgement card means in a relationship that's difficult but we both love each other? The main issue is that while we are very happy together, he seems to have problems making the relationship public. He likes to keep up an image of being a free man who can't be tied down. I know a lot of you will get angry hearing about a man like this (but i love him! And we are soo happy when it's just the two of us), that you might just say leave him, but please be objective.
Thanks very much.
Regards,
Clueless
Hi Noob,
I think the judgement card here is really literal. Use your best judgement, as in, weigh your head over your heart. If you eliminate as much ego as possible, what exactly does his proclamation of a relationship provide? Is it supporting the image you'd like to maintain that he is, in fact, attached to you, that you're desirable, a warning to other women to stay away? Are you marking your territory? Try to investigate what you're seeking from him.
I understand wanting to be claimed. I also understand not wanting to name a new person when there are a lot of past "new persons" you've called your own. I think you're both going to have to meet in the middle. His denial of you is certainly not good for you or for him, ultimately. It can create insecurity in you, and it is a burden for him to carry around a lie that he's not, in fact, interested in you.
Judgement is telling you to use your best judgement as to the causes, effect, and subsequent consequences of his decision or your acceptance. At what point will he feel comfortable? Where are your boundaries?
I think Judgement is asking for equal measure, practicality, and forward thinking. No judgement. We have all been in relationships others don't fully "get". As LTD says "what we have is much more than they could see."