Beira
I know a few days are passed since New Moon, but I draw these cards last Friday night, as a general outlook on the lunar month ahead. I don't read much for myself, but when I do I like to leave the cards sit for a few days and take hints on their interpretation from what happens around.
I should do more shorter term readings to take off this bad habit. I would like to read for myself as I do for others, without keeping getting bk to the reading..
Anyway, this time took so long, so I only feel ready to post now.
1 -RELEASING 5 of Swords, Defeat.
Let go of focusing too much of things that don't go as I would like. This five is said to be the breaking of the compromise represented with the fours. It has been coming up lately about a banishing that I finally did last Thursday (day be4 the draw). I was afraid that the title of the card was saying it was not successful, but looks it did work, so I take the card as saying that the bnishing was a releasing of bad energies, now is done and no more thinking about it.
As breaking of compromises, this card is very significant to me: at work rules that were slacky (compromise) are getting tighter (end thereof).
In Italy the excuses of my in laws (compromise) have been exposed and are getting acted upon ((end thereof).
Loud and clear.
2)RETAIN: 8 of Disks
This stands for taking care of my assets and not squander resources. In the description it says how the fruits, little as they can appear, are precious and need shelter from the leaves and nutrition from the trunk and the roots of the plant. Moreover, this Earthy card is surrounded by airs (Star is next), so it indicated a very much needed grounding in a situation where there is a lot of plotting and instinctive action going on.
At work very airy-paranoid atmosphere, and in Italy as much paranoid, but with hotter instinct as motivating forces.
So the card is saying in general to stay grounded and in particular to take care of finances and watch out at work.
3 RECEIVING XVII The Star.
What better card to receive? The Thoth Star is the personification of Nuit, tha all loving, all encompassing everything that makes up the universe. So I am to receive hope.
I see this because, despite the horrible atmosphere, my boss has been kind and playful with me, so he knows I am not in the Gossip-Drama crew; I ham receiving hope from Italy, since my daughter's social worker is mad at my inlaws and will act heavily upon them.
This will very likely delay my visit further, but they are loosing custody in favor of my mum and dad, so I still have the upper hand.. and a great one at that! Far bettre that the mere visits!
This Star is well dignified in this airy spread, and nurtured by the fire cards that costitute the other well represented suit.
No cups tho.. and only a disk.. I see a lot of action maybe not very well used as there is little for this forces to act upon. The only thing (to act upon) is what is already there (Prudence).
4 SURROUNDING: Knight of Wands
The environment, and this to me looks work environment..
There is a lot of impulsive will to action, even rage from some quarters, well represented by this quite unbalanced Fire of Fire. There probably be not enough reliability to bring about any real change.. it lacks the balance and stability needed.
So, for as much as my collegues are annoyed at the new rules, for now they'll remain strict, so better comply as card in position 2 was sugesting.
4 GIVING 8 of Wands Swiftness
I take this as having to take an original, very mercurial standpoint to get the best of next month. This card is Mercury in Sagittarius. Both are very creative, so the weirdest the idea, the better the outcome (intuitive reading this last concept). The description says that the flames have been trasformed in electricity..
I see this at work.. instead of following the general moanings I'll be appreciate if I come up with original solutions. I have an idea on how to sort a problem in my team and I will express it, even tho maybe the Knight says it will not be brought to completion. But still maybe it will make me look good. I will tell the idea, no keeping it back. See if I was right on interpreting this card as green light to express my idea of how to sort one of the issues of my team.
6 BEGINNINGS XIX The Sun
Wow, looks that what I am beginning in this moon will make my very best part shine! Uhm.. I was posponing some new activities till after my trip in Italy. I'll get bk on 2nd october.. Looks I better start smthng be4 that..
I don't know what yet tho..
7MY LESSON 3 of Swords SORROW
Auch! This is the only worryin card of the spread..
Reading it up it says it represents sorrow in its most high significance, not the pdtty everyday sufering.
With me I think it must relate to my relationship with my daughter, that I wasn't able to keep when she was born and is in custody of her father's sister and her husband.
Even tho things are going the right way overall, my visits to her are being stopped and obviously I suffer from this. A lesson can be to learn to wait as I had her wait for me because I was not fit to take care of her. But there can be more, since I always knew this one..
It leaves with a bitter taste tho..
I would love to hear any hints
Thanks!
I should do more shorter term readings to take off this bad habit. I would like to read for myself as I do for others, without keeping getting bk to the reading..
Anyway, this time took so long, so I only feel ready to post now.
1 -RELEASING 5 of Swords, Defeat.
Let go of focusing too much of things that don't go as I would like. This five is said to be the breaking of the compromise represented with the fours. It has been coming up lately about a banishing that I finally did last Thursday (day be4 the draw). I was afraid that the title of the card was saying it was not successful, but looks it did work, so I take the card as saying that the bnishing was a releasing of bad energies, now is done and no more thinking about it.
As breaking of compromises, this card is very significant to me: at work rules that were slacky (compromise) are getting tighter (end thereof).
In Italy the excuses of my in laws (compromise) have been exposed and are getting acted upon ((end thereof).
Loud and clear.
2)RETAIN: 8 of Disks
This stands for taking care of my assets and not squander resources. In the description it says how the fruits, little as they can appear, are precious and need shelter from the leaves and nutrition from the trunk and the roots of the plant. Moreover, this Earthy card is surrounded by airs (Star is next), so it indicated a very much needed grounding in a situation where there is a lot of plotting and instinctive action going on.
At work very airy-paranoid atmosphere, and in Italy as much paranoid, but with hotter instinct as motivating forces.
So the card is saying in general to stay grounded and in particular to take care of finances and watch out at work.
3 RECEIVING XVII The Star.
What better card to receive? The Thoth Star is the personification of Nuit, tha all loving, all encompassing everything that makes up the universe. So I am to receive hope.
I see this because, despite the horrible atmosphere, my boss has been kind and playful with me, so he knows I am not in the Gossip-Drama crew; I ham receiving hope from Italy, since my daughter's social worker is mad at my inlaws and will act heavily upon them.
This will very likely delay my visit further, but they are loosing custody in favor of my mum and dad, so I still have the upper hand.. and a great one at that! Far bettre that the mere visits!
This Star is well dignified in this airy spread, and nurtured by the fire cards that costitute the other well represented suit.
No cups tho.. and only a disk.. I see a lot of action maybe not very well used as there is little for this forces to act upon. The only thing (to act upon) is what is already there (Prudence).
4 SURROUNDING: Knight of Wands
The environment, and this to me looks work environment..
There is a lot of impulsive will to action, even rage from some quarters, well represented by this quite unbalanced Fire of Fire. There probably be not enough reliability to bring about any real change.. it lacks the balance and stability needed.
So, for as much as my collegues are annoyed at the new rules, for now they'll remain strict, so better comply as card in position 2 was sugesting.
4 GIVING 8 of Wands Swiftness
I take this as having to take an original, very mercurial standpoint to get the best of next month. This card is Mercury in Sagittarius. Both are very creative, so the weirdest the idea, the better the outcome (intuitive reading this last concept). The description says that the flames have been trasformed in electricity..
I see this at work.. instead of following the general moanings I'll be appreciate if I come up with original solutions. I have an idea on how to sort a problem in my team and I will express it, even tho maybe the Knight says it will not be brought to completion. But still maybe it will make me look good. I will tell the idea, no keeping it back. See if I was right on interpreting this card as green light to express my idea of how to sort one of the issues of my team.
6 BEGINNINGS XIX The Sun
Wow, looks that what I am beginning in this moon will make my very best part shine! Uhm.. I was posponing some new activities till after my trip in Italy. I'll get bk on 2nd october.. Looks I better start smthng be4 that..
I don't know what yet tho..
7MY LESSON 3 of Swords SORROW
Auch! This is the only worryin card of the spread..
Reading it up it says it represents sorrow in its most high significance, not the pdtty everyday sufering.
With me I think it must relate to my relationship with my daughter, that I wasn't able to keep when she was born and is in custody of her father's sister and her husband.
Even tho things are going the right way overall, my visits to her are being stopped and obviously I suffer from this. A lesson can be to learn to wait as I had her wait for me because I was not fit to take care of her. But there can be more, since I always knew this one..
It leaves with a bitter taste tho..
I would love to hear any hints
Thanks!