EmpressArwen
I keep having the same dream over and over. The dream won't be exactly the same but they always have certain things that are the same.
The most recent version: I need to get somewhere (not sure where)...I feel really anxious about getting there on time. My grandma (who is deceased) shows up in a van to drive me to where I need to go. It's raining and we need to go on a road by a river. The river is really high and it is raging. My grandma is driving really fast and I'm scared because the road is narrow and the river is so close to touching the van. At this point, the river is over the banks and we are driving through flooded areas. We get to a sandy/muddy beach area. My grandma stops and says "we are here." I get out of the van and I say, "it is too late." I'm looking at an imprint in the mud...it is clear that a small elephant had laid there. You could see the whole outline of the body and even the trunk. But the elephant itself was gone...I look up at the road we had driven on and we were completely surround by water. I knew we couldn't get out...that we would drown/die here. I felt scared and very upset that I didn't find what I was looking for.
The constants in these reoccurring dreams...
1. my grandma
2. needing to go somewhere/see something
3. raging water...sometimes a river overflowing, sometimes a flood from rain
4. finding that what I sought was already gone
5. being trapped, knowing that I was going to die there without having found it
So I've looked up some the images and sought advice but I just don't think I'm getting it,obviously I'm not because the dream keeps happening.
My grandma - I loved her very much. I miss her terribly..maybe this is just me missing her?
Needing to go somewhere/see something - I often feel like I am missing some part of me...that I'm not whole. Maybe I'm seeking wholeness.
Raging water - very emotional, feeling overwhelmed?
Finding what I'm seeking isn't there - maybe this means I'm looking for something that can't be found?
Trapped and dying - sigh. I don't know here...that I'll never feel whole?
As you can see I'm a little lost, any help will be very appreciated. Thank you.
The most recent version: I need to get somewhere (not sure where)...I feel really anxious about getting there on time. My grandma (who is deceased) shows up in a van to drive me to where I need to go. It's raining and we need to go on a road by a river. The river is really high and it is raging. My grandma is driving really fast and I'm scared because the road is narrow and the river is so close to touching the van. At this point, the river is over the banks and we are driving through flooded areas. We get to a sandy/muddy beach area. My grandma stops and says "we are here." I get out of the van and I say, "it is too late." I'm looking at an imprint in the mud...it is clear that a small elephant had laid there. You could see the whole outline of the body and even the trunk. But the elephant itself was gone...I look up at the road we had driven on and we were completely surround by water. I knew we couldn't get out...that we would drown/die here. I felt scared and very upset that I didn't find what I was looking for.
The constants in these reoccurring dreams...
1. my grandma
2. needing to go somewhere/see something
3. raging water...sometimes a river overflowing, sometimes a flood from rain
4. finding that what I sought was already gone
5. being trapped, knowing that I was going to die there without having found it
So I've looked up some the images and sought advice but I just don't think I'm getting it,obviously I'm not because the dream keeps happening.
My grandma - I loved her very much. I miss her terribly..maybe this is just me missing her?
Needing to go somewhere/see something - I often feel like I am missing some part of me...that I'm not whole. Maybe I'm seeking wholeness.
Raging water - very emotional, feeling overwhelmed?
Finding what I'm seeking isn't there - maybe this means I'm looking for something that can't be found?
Trapped and dying - sigh. I don't know here...that I'll never feel whole?
As you can see I'm a little lost, any help will be very appreciated. Thank you.