Same.... when I saw a huge crystal at this year's gemfest, I was really anxious because I knew I was meant to have this particular crystal, but it was $1400
It was huge and very special, but not mine... When I walked around the corner, there was a baby cousin to the huge crystal, sitting there minding its own business, just waiting for me to arrive! We went home together!!! And live happily ever after... and, whilst the huge crystal was stunning, in its size, clarity, and etc, little cousin gave me a more powerful 'tingle' of recognition! I wouldn't swap it for the beautiful large, clear, expensive bigger cousin, ever!!