My first deck was the Haindl. I was probably sixteen. My family used to stay in this port town up by the Olympic peninsula when I was a kid and there was a new age store that is still probably the best I've ever been in. They had a million decks, I must have been a very serious teenager to pick that one out, made by a world war 2 work camp survivor, geez.. After a while I lost the fool card, I was convinced it was never there to begin with so I went back to the store to try to exchange it. The lady was really brusque with me because of course its nearly impossible for a new, sealed deck to be missing a single card. So I cut the fool off the from of the box and shuffled it in, that's still how it is and I used it like that for years. Memorized all the meanings from Rachel Pollack's companion books. That's the only deck I used for probably 15 years, and then I took a class where the teacher suggested we learn from a deck with illustrated pips, I found out then that the Haindl uses the Thoth ordering and card meanings and she was teaching from the RWS tradition. So I went deck shopping again and started to branch out. I almost never pull out the Haindl now but it is treasured, stored wrapped up in the same reading cloth, tucked carefully away.