Padma
I began at age 13 with a Marseilles deck. There was no "little white book" with it, so I just made up my own meanings. Time passed. I picked it up, put it away. Eventually in my twenties I was doing readings for money. No idea what I was doing but the readings were true and came out right. Now I am in my 50's and I have learned and read a LOT since then. I have read for so many people it isn't countable. And I am still learning, even though now I have many decks, and have learned many new systems of fortune telling. Including reading with nothing - just reading the person's energy.
You come to see it is you who are the master, not the tools. The cards are merely gateways or doors or keys for your intuition And they are extremely helpful tools for getting the job done!
You speak of drawing the same cards over and over again - that's because you are locked in a karmic - or learning - circle, and you will repeat those things until you have learned the lesson, and moved on. Your cards will remain the same until you have absorbed the lesson and moved to the next level or step in your journey.
You ask for instance, "why pomegranates for the Empress, and not apples?" Because the pomegranates represent the womb and birth, and the Empress is the Great Mother. Each card has specific symbols - like the 6 swords in a boat, with the 6 of Swords, or the horse that doesn't move, stands very still, in the Knight of Pentacles - for a reason - it speaks to the nature and meaning of the card. There is a lot of tradition in the symbolism of the card. And there is more than one school of thought - there are several decks out there...Pagan, Thoth, RWS, Marseillles, Etttiella, etc. Take your pick! They all have symbolisms and meanings and tradition attached to them. Choose those decks that speak to your gut.
What is important here is you have embarked on a school of learning that will take you a lifetime to figure out! Have fun - explore - read everything and anyone you can get your hands on! and one last thing - remember - if it comes to a toss up between you and the cards, the cards are never wrong!
Good luck
You come to see it is you who are the master, not the tools. The cards are merely gateways or doors or keys for your intuition And they are extremely helpful tools for getting the job done!
You speak of drawing the same cards over and over again - that's because you are locked in a karmic - or learning - circle, and you will repeat those things until you have learned the lesson, and moved on. Your cards will remain the same until you have absorbed the lesson and moved to the next level or step in your journey.
You ask for instance, "why pomegranates for the Empress, and not apples?" Because the pomegranates represent the womb and birth, and the Empress is the Great Mother. Each card has specific symbols - like the 6 swords in a boat, with the 6 of Swords, or the horse that doesn't move, stands very still, in the Knight of Pentacles - for a reason - it speaks to the nature and meaning of the card. There is a lot of tradition in the symbolism of the card. And there is more than one school of thought - there are several decks out there...Pagan, Thoth, RWS, Marseillles, Etttiella, etc. Take your pick! They all have symbolisms and meanings and tradition attached to them. Choose those decks that speak to your gut.
What is important here is you have embarked on a school of learning that will take you a lifetime to figure out! Have fun - explore - read everything and anyone you can get your hands on! and one last thing - remember - if it comes to a toss up between you and the cards, the cards are never wrong!
Good luck