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Originally Posted by AraLuck
Hey there - you're very welcome and I hope this makes sense!
Queen 
9  Queen  Ace :diamond
9 
The middle line sort of represents the start, middle and end of the month. You guys seem to have come from a very difficult period. Perhaps you separated with Bill? 9 is usually a card of endings, and with you being in the middle of the line, I would say you suffered a loss of some sort with regard to this person... a breakup or very, very big argument. But you're composing yourself right now, alone, potentially away from him and this will allow you to pave the way for a fresh start at the end of the month. Ace sort of illuminates, I see it as a light at the end of the tunnel, and it's most definitely something very positive in terms of your own well being but also for you both.
What the advice is : Queen - to me this could be someone you can turn to and rely on for support, a friend, mother or sister... somebody from your social circle. It can also be telling you to socialise and circulate, focus on work and the more material or earthy aspect of things during this time.
What to avoid is : 9 I think this speaks of money here. Perhaps you could be inclined to indulging a bit, since you'd want to recover from your sorrows. There's no need for that. Also, don't exert yourself too much. It could be talking about stress or a high energy which you put into this situation and which is not required since things will take a new turn.
I hope this makes sense! |
AraLuck, allow me to say you are amazing!
First of all, how did you know I'm the Queen of cups?!
Also, I should clarify things a bit:
Bill is a work associate, my superior under strict terms, but we have a more 'equal associates' kind of status in our daily interaction. There has also been a very intense underlying feeling of mutual attraction, although no one has acted upon it, for obvious reasons and because we both had relationships at the time this 'atmosphere' came to be (I don't know whether he is still attached, though).
Indeed, we come from a very difficult period, since we left the company offices in December and we have all been working from our homes, while he and his partner are pursuing some vital business deals. So, tick the 'separation' and 'difficult period' boxes.
This whole situation has caused a great deal of uncertainty, lack of communication and problems in terms of everyday priorities, tasks and organization, which caused me severe anxiety. I also suffered an actual loss during this time, my favourite aunt passed away and it was a sudden and very painful event.
All this, led me to confront him last week, not so much as in an argument, but I spoke up about some loose ends and the need to act and be specific about them. We didn't argue and he was very calm and willing to listen and attend to those things, but for me, this was sort of an 'outburst' since I have been very tolerant to this whole situation so far and never pushed for any decisions.
This week is actually the first time I started to feel more calm and as you said, I've been composing myself - and the person who helped me put things into perspective and relax, is my older sister, to whom I opened up about all this!
The 9 of diamonds being advice about money makes perfect sense, since there has been a significant delay in payments and I'm on a very tight budget. Since my birthday is on Sunday too, I guess the cards are advising me not to splurge and celebrate at a later date!
I don't know if the actual events make you see the cards under a different light, but I must say, I think you're spot-on!
Many thanks, AraLuck and congrats for the great work!
Judging by the other posts in the thread, your readings are accurate, your thoughts are well-structured, logical and cohesive. Overall, this is very helpful! Blessed be!
