kimtsan
Since your query was relationship related, I pulled a book I bought when we were visiting Dover Castle in England, Sir Cedric by Roy Gerrard.
I opened it and flipped the pages side to side to side then quick as a bunny put my finger in...eyes closed of course. Imagine my disappointment when it turned out to be the publisher info on the last page. Carpola, what can I make of that?
But...like the cards, the books never fail either.
"Conditions of Sale"
This book is sold subject to the condition that the Plates therein or any part of them, shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be made up for sale, or resold in any form other than the form which they are published."
The bolded is what speaks to me for both sections of your query.
How to heal and How to move forward.
We can't change other people but we can make ourselves stronger.
Have you been melding into something else in order to fit a relationship that doesn't fit?
Compromise is at the root of any relationship, but you have to pick your battles.
Is it worth losing/burying part of yourself? Are you rushing in where angels fear to tread?
Time will heal you, as it will me...but we have to be ready for it. Sometimes pain teaches a lesson first.
Moving forward? Reinforce who you are. Look inward and build your character, for want of a better word.
As you unfold and grow, those who would be a partner will gravitate to you. And you will see more clearly if they are worth it. Love is the hardest job any of us have, but the reward is priceless.
Best wishes, thank you for allowing me to read for you. Sharyn
Thank you so much for the reading. It resonated deeply with me--and you wrote it in such an eloquent way, too! You really hit the nail on the head with character building...the other day I was doing a brief one-card reading, and I got the Tower. I thought it just meant like I like to deconstruct stuff too much and it's almost an unhealthy inquisitiveness, but I began to think that it showed up because it was telling me I had no "firm foundation" and I can be easily torn down. I used to struggle with insecurities and low self-esteem and I think despite the fact that I am a changed and much more confident person now, there are parts of my "character tower" that remains incomplete and needs more work.
Thanks again for the reading. It gave me a nice jolt. And I am glad you can resonate with the reading I gave you. I wish you all the best and hope everything works out!! *sending you positive energy, rainbows and unicorns, all that jazz*
Kim