My spouse was opposed to Tarot when I first expressed a more active interest in it. He came from a Baptist upbringing that taught him cards were questionable, at best, and in league with Satan, quite possibly.
However, he knew I wasn't a Satanist. And I never pushed my Tarot on him. If I felt the need, I would do a reading someplace private in the house, usually when I was alone. I neither hid them, nor prominently displayed them.
Over the years, he has warmed to the subject so much that he now has his own tarot deck, and will sometimes have me read for him on job issues, or relationship issues between us.
So, although your spouse may be feeling threatened by your new interest, I hope you don't let it deter you from your own spiritual path. Who knows, your path may be a part of his as well, right?
And, for your reading :
My three reversed cards, left to right, were Sylvanius, the Guardian of the Gate and She of the Cruach. All seemed to speak to me of energy being blocked, of negative projections from other(s) being important in the situation, and needing to give the matter some very serious thought.
Then, to cap it all, I drew Nelys the Alchemist reversed as my messenger for today.
Given what you have shared, I see some common themes right away.
Myself, I don't use this deck reversed, I dont know why. It's the only one I treat that way.
However, Sylvanius shows us how to remove our masks. How to be who we are, and he is smiling peacefully beneath his mask, isn't he?
This would seem a message that you have been unable to find this same feeling, that the mask cannot or willnot be removed by you at this point.
The Guardian at the Gate, to me, is One who stands between realms. Gateways to higher understanding. You are currently being blocked, or refusing to cross the threshold, into this new state. The Guardian is here to keep you company until your time is right. She says, "You will know when, and then the doors will open of their own." [got that for real, that message]
She of the Cruach stands for your Higher Self, your connection to the Divinity that is in you, and of you. You do not feel this connection at this time. When you do, though, a new birth, an awakening, is yours to be had.
edited to add : Whoops, I forgot Nelys! Nelys is here to show you how to use your own natural gifts and talents to connect. You do not need to try so hard to do what is already so natural in order to connect to the Divine.
If you draw, draw. If you sing, sing. If you find joy when you dance, cut a rug! These creative aspects can help us when we feel unable to connect through traditional meditation and/or prayer.
Since She too is reversed, She may be pointing to you that you have been blocking your gifts of late. No time like the present to change that!
Many blessings to you on your path!