Report of 9 of Swords - the card of July
I had a very interesting and fun month with this card!
Did not suffer from:
- Anxiety
- Worry
- Guilt
Almost all the inputs in this thread was describing the nuances that I was challenged with in July.
9 of swords was pointing out this (for exampel):
- the 9 of Swords energy started to get going after 10 days so the card did describe like 3 weeks of 4.
- 3 close females in my life with a heavy grief (my mother, my widowed aunt, and one of my best friends)
- How I view things and what thoughts I accept will be how I experience the world, as cbiz83 said (so I used passive resistance, resignation and acceptance, as RubyJewel said).
- LOT'S of late nights! There was a constant chatter from early morning into late nights, so I used earplugs - and that saved my trips
Lot's of nights on bares and festivals. Constant chatter and talking, as LoveLight&Peace said.
- Language difficulties, I had to speak another language 24/7 which I don't speak fluently, so there was alot mental energy used.
- I had free wifi on the trip (lucky me - some neighbour had it open) so I could watch movies all night and have some quiet time when everybody else finally got to bed.
- The second trip (21/7- 28/7) to my friend in the northern of Sweden was like heaven and hell. She is having the worst crisis of her life - she got dumped by her secret lover. And he dumped her when I was at her house (passive recistance saved my life in this case). The one who she used as a punching bag - was me. So I left earlier. Or maybe I stayed to short - don't know - she does not talk to me after this. This was the thoughest experience with 9 of swords. I was totally blameless what happened, of course - this experience was something Russel was warning about also Analuisa was close on her input in this one. Heaven on this trip was that I met alot of new interesting people, when we were out on late nights and when we were visiting a big festival.
- I was kind of low when I finally got home after almost a month away from home, in a 10 of wands way. But I was also deeply happy and satisfied by having all these wonderful meetings with all my finnish relatives. I felt the connection and solidarity and it was healing to me, and Nisaba was pointing out something like this in her input.
- I keep contact with all my relatives through WhatsApp and Facebook and it feels like a positive spinn to 9 of swords. I also made new friends on the other trip to northern of sweden where my friend lives, 9 new friends
Isn't it cool?
- In the end of July I found out that my cat maybe is sick - so I am a little bit 9 of swords when it comes to her. She is my dearest friend. She is OK now, but you know the feeling. IndigoWaves was mentioning a "hit" like this. Also Dercetius when he said "be prepared for the worst".
My conlusion is that when you use acceptances with the energy of 9 of swords it can turn out to be a very communicating card but that involves meeting people mostly at night times. Acceptance is the key and the 9 of swords offers the understanding that our thoughts directly determine how we experience the world, as cbiz83 pointed out.
I want to thank all of you who contributed to this thread: it made July SO much easier - and it transformed to a learning experience
I maybe got 9 new grey hairs but I made 9 new friends as well...sigh!