Satori
The Glanconer also reared his head over and over again for me at the Harvest Festival.
See how the face is there behind his eyebrows?
That was just so visible in the readings.
Something hidden. Something poorly hidden, but we let ourselves be deceived into thinking it isn't there.
What is it we need to see, so badly, but won't see?
Why are we allowing ourselves to be fooled....
Another thing I kept noticing about this card was the sleekness of his body. The narrow waist, the chest, the proud flair of the wings off his collar bone and elbows.
He was talking to the people but everytime he came up he was slithering all over the card preening for me! He knows how I'm trying to lose weight, and right now it is a mental battle for me, but because I'm so eager for the body image of thin he has a bit of power over me. This was so maddening for me.
Now why the Glanconer? Why am I not looking at the cards with the naked female fae and dreaming of their bodies? How about the lush figure of the Dark Lady? No, it is the Glanconer who always gets to me when it comes to my body image....
I want you all to get this because it was a little freaky.
Here I am reading for everyone, trying to connect to their stuff and the whole time I'm looking at how thin and muscular he is and dreaming of thin and muscular for me, and feeling really yucky about myself, thinking about how do I look to the people, do they think I'm too heavy.....and the Glanconer is like gleefully dancing around....
So he got me. He got me good.
See how the face is there behind his eyebrows?
That was just so visible in the readings.
Something hidden. Something poorly hidden, but we let ourselves be deceived into thinking it isn't there.
What is it we need to see, so badly, but won't see?
Why are we allowing ourselves to be fooled....
Another thing I kept noticing about this card was the sleekness of his body. The narrow waist, the chest, the proud flair of the wings off his collar bone and elbows.
He was talking to the people but everytime he came up he was slithering all over the card preening for me! He knows how I'm trying to lose weight, and right now it is a mental battle for me, but because I'm so eager for the body image of thin he has a bit of power over me. This was so maddening for me.
Now why the Glanconer? Why am I not looking at the cards with the naked female fae and dreaming of their bodies? How about the lush figure of the Dark Lady? No, it is the Glanconer who always gets to me when it comes to my body image....
I want you all to get this because it was a little freaky.
Here I am reading for everyone, trying to connect to their stuff and the whole time I'm looking at how thin and muscular he is and dreaming of thin and muscular for me, and feeling really yucky about myself, thinking about how do I look to the people, do they think I'm too heavy.....and the Glanconer is like gleefully dancing around....
So he got me. He got me good.