@Zan: gokurosama deshita...
While we're officially on page 20 and your post was on page 19, yes, I feel as if I'm on the same page. ;0)
I started this deck buying frenzy early on in my tarot life and I really needed an IDS to ground me. I thought it would be difficult being monogamous but I'm finding that as each day goes by, I want to go even deeper in our "relationship" and, like the others, I'm not even thinking of other decks.
ok, white lie, I did briefly think about another deck when I signed up the other day to do a PDR, but I intend to start that after I complete this IDS in mid-Feb. '10.
I'm also trying my personal best to take my deck for what it is, and not putting it up on a pedestal or making it into a person with whom I identify. It is, after all, a stack of card stock with ink (how I used to think of my "precious" costumes as small piles of plastic, glass, and spandex when you boil it down). But it's what I'm doing with the deck and how I'm allowing it to guide me into my own rabbit hole is how it's coming alive and showing a personality and supporting me and telling me like it is.
That I'm doing this in the company of many people much, much more learned than I, who are still finding excitement and mystery, and knowledge to be had, is quite an experience.
OK, off to eat cheap ramen for breakfast, low blood sugar is making me ramble nonsensically...