jema
The Maiden 14
This was my daily card for the 18:th and while it is such a wonderful card it brought out a lot of sadness in me.
I suddenly felt quite overwhelmed by lost oppertunities, regrets etc. As I took a walk to clear my head I carried her image with me. I could also feel that her energy was really warm and joyfull, that day I had a lot of moments where I really connected to the kids at work and where I felt my own child-like wonder and awe over life.
I won't post all my notes here, most of them are fairly obvious anyway for those who met the Maiden.
These are a few of my keywords for her:
unconditional cuddly love with kisses on the top. Denise when she was 4 years old and I took her to my heart.
No fear! No insecurities, no old hang-ups, no patterns to be stuck in.
I am loved. (remember - no insecurity!)
Growing up, learning, leap of faith.
She is a seedling! We all are.
She is a healer in that she brought up a lot of old pain from my childhood, things I still haven't really worked through or forgiven yet. I miss in myself her ability to be so totally open and honest and naked in her approach to life and universe and all that is in it. Her absolute trust. Her ease to let us know what she needs.
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I couldn't find a thread for the Maiden so I hope it is ok if I start new threads now and then for cards that don't have one yet?
This was my daily card for the 18:th and while it is such a wonderful card it brought out a lot of sadness in me.
I suddenly felt quite overwhelmed by lost oppertunities, regrets etc. As I took a walk to clear my head I carried her image with me. I could also feel that her energy was really warm and joyfull, that day I had a lot of moments where I really connected to the kids at work and where I felt my own child-like wonder and awe over life.
I won't post all my notes here, most of them are fairly obvious anyway for those who met the Maiden.
These are a few of my keywords for her:
unconditional cuddly love with kisses on the top. Denise when she was 4 years old and I took her to my heart.
No fear! No insecurities, no old hang-ups, no patterns to be stuck in.
I am loved. (remember - no insecurity!)
Growing up, learning, leap of faith.
She is a seedling! We all are.
She is a healer in that she brought up a lot of old pain from my childhood, things I still haven't really worked through or forgiven yet. I miss in myself her ability to be so totally open and honest and naked in her approach to life and universe and all that is in it. Her absolute trust. Her ease to let us know what she needs.
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I couldn't find a thread for the Maiden so I hope it is ok if I start new threads now and then for cards that don't have one yet?