Deviant Moon Tarot -- Four of Swords

Myrrha

Sometimes she feels like there is a radio station inside her head. It plays cat food commercials heard on television and bits from her favorite songs, over and over. It plays and replays certain hurtful words from other people that she could do without having heard at all let alone hearing them again and again in the so-called privacy of her own head. It is on all the time she is awake and her mind begins to feel overheated.

So she plants herself inside the cold dark earth. The earth muffles the radio signals just enough that she can hear a bit of nothing in between the words and noise in her head. She focuses on the nothing instead of the words and pretty soon the words seem further apart and there is more nothing. It feels so good to think of nothing. Nothing has a color and she imagines this color all around her, filling her with nothing. Feeling so good to think of nothing. When nothing fills her completely the Moon illuminates and fertilizes her mind and flowers grow beneath the earth in the beautiful silence.