I just want to say that now that we're doing this "card a week" posting, I can feel it now -- I'm about to be stretched and challenged
. This deck is sooo demanding to me and it's not simple and what if the card won't really talk to me. I, actually thought that I wasn't going to be able to post on the Knight of Swords because when I would look at the card, nothing much came from it. Finally, I just had to do it or miss posting for this week. Once, I allowed myself to relax and "just go with it," I felt that I got from it what I was supposed to get. The card yielded and I was not left emptyhanded. BUT, there are other cards in this deck that affect me this way. I think I'm in for it.
Hey, if a card is chosen and it REFUSES to give me anything coherent, I'm just going to say that. FOLKS, IT WON'T TALK TO ME. I know this probably sounds silly, but, the ToP and I have an odd relationship.
With some of the cards, it's as though someone has thrown a million things at me and then says, "Ok, now what did I just throw?" Heck, I don't know - a bunch of stuff. Wait a minute, let me think . . . I know there were some peas and . . ." Then with others, I stare at them and they just stare back at me. "What do you want to tell me?" Silence.
Mind you, this is only when deciphering/interpreting one card. In a reading, in conjunction with other cards in the "family" there's no problem.
Just my ToP angst coming out. Angst might be too strong a word. How about trepidation? Yeah, that's it.
Hey guys, that's why I started this Thread.
I need a place to vent and talk in general about my "relationship" with "you know who." It's like having a relationship where you love each other, but, one (ToP) wants to be difficult with the other (me) sometimes.
No, I haven't lost it - not yet, anyway