Ace
You know, I really HATE astrology. (Long story and no, I won't go into it here.)
But some things really do come up even in Tarot readings I do for people. The biggest there is the first Saturn return, I do see it often in readings for people between about 26-28. But it wasn't until my own SECOND Saturn Return that I realized what it REALLY meant.
When I was about 28, I fell in love with a woman who I see now was very closeted (even in her own mind.) I came very close to coming out then. Then she fell ill and fell "in love" with her (male) doctors and I decided I was mistaken and went back into my OWN mental closet. Just before she died, I met a man who I fell hard for (I still think of him as my Soul Mate, but what I know NOW is that just because you meet your Soul Mate, it doesn't mean you will be happy together.) When we broke it off, I decided I didn't like men much either. So I was alone. For a long time. Until my second Saturn return.
When I was 54, I decided that I REALLY wanted love in my life and after meditating on it realized it could and SHOULD be a woman. Having come out to MYSELF, I started looking and eventually found someone. We are living happily ever after.
But I realize now, that the Saturn return is a shake up of your life. Everything jumps in the air and comes down in a new pattern. Maybe, if we are aware of it, we can shape the pattern of our next 28 years, I would tell people that if I catch them at the right moment. So my lesson of the Saturn Return: shake yourself free and find what you WANT and point that way.
Barb
But some things really do come up even in Tarot readings I do for people. The biggest there is the first Saturn return, I do see it often in readings for people between about 26-28. But it wasn't until my own SECOND Saturn Return that I realized what it REALLY meant.
When I was about 28, I fell in love with a woman who I see now was very closeted (even in her own mind.) I came very close to coming out then. Then she fell ill and fell "in love" with her (male) doctors and I decided I was mistaken and went back into my OWN mental closet. Just before she died, I met a man who I fell hard for (I still think of him as my Soul Mate, but what I know NOW is that just because you meet your Soul Mate, it doesn't mean you will be happy together.) When we broke it off, I decided I didn't like men much either. So I was alone. For a long time. Until my second Saturn return.
When I was 54, I decided that I REALLY wanted love in my life and after meditating on it realized it could and SHOULD be a woman. Having come out to MYSELF, I started looking and eventually found someone. We are living happily ever after.
But I realize now, that the Saturn return is a shake up of your life. Everything jumps in the air and comes down in a new pattern. Maybe, if we are aware of it, we can shape the pattern of our next 28 years, I would tell people that if I catch them at the right moment. So my lesson of the Saturn Return: shake yourself free and find what you WANT and point that way.
Barb