Emily said:
Ahhhh now I got that one covered
The green Thoth was the first tarot deck that I made a bag for - I'd never made one before and it took a while to get right but I was pleased with the end result and the Thoth has stayed in it from the start.
Hehehehe..now let's lure the Thoth out...lol...Sometimes when it comes to deck it could be all sorts of factors...not the right time, experience, emotion, hmm...that's all the same thing isn't that ?? lol
Take it very slow.....Treat it like making a new friend...some people you have instant connections, some you have to take time and others, no matter what, you just can't seem to hit it off with.....
Try a one card daily draw with it......if that doesn't work........read about it first...otherwise....maybe just visit with the deck but don't try to read with it....In time you'll find yourself ready to use it...........
For me...I saw it as both meeting people and driving...I'm use to all walks of life and I'm use to drive everything from an itty bitty compact car to a big gas guzzling tank of a SUV...so I just jumped into it.......
There are different ways to warming up to a Tarot deck and biggest key is just don't push yourself...read the threads....chat about it....PM/chat with others who are parents of Thoths and you'll find yourself warming up to it...
If all else fails..take the Thoth out for a romantic dinner of candles, Italian food and a bottle of wine *Shrug*...Lol
Biggest key is that don't feel guilty of not using it right now....Give yourself time so you can build up an appreciation for it, instead of trying to force yourself and end up disliking the cards...worse thing is to get a deck that you want, haven't really warm up to, give it away and several years later when you yourself has had an experience that opens the door to you using the Thoth, regretting not having it...If you find yourself say...give yourself a year, of not using the Thoth or maybe 2 years...then you have to ask yourself the question....were we really meant to be or maybe we're just not right...Hmmm....Maybe I should write a book called How to date Tarot Decks??
*hugs*...Best part is you have this site, myself and everyone else to talk about it..and maybe that's just the key for you...talk with everyone, participate and maybe that will encourage you and your relationship with Thoth.