Throne 3 for Rhiannon
Ace of Wands - conflicts (?)
Devil, High Priestess, Strength, Emperor
.............................................Moon
Moon - intuition, psychic ability, deception (I have been lied to many times in the past by previous lovers. I think everyone has. That's not what struck me most about this card. My husband swears he knew he would marry me before we ever met... I was in a dream he had, and so was my daughter. I'm quite literally his "dream girl" LOL. Also, since I've been married to him my psychic ability has started perking up... dreams, etc. Very interesting card)
Devil - Enslavement, temptation, sexual release (I actually see all of those things, but in different relationships. My ex who is the father of my daughter was a jerk and I acted like a zombie around him, I let him totally control me. Another ex I ended up cheating on *gasp* with someone we both worked with. And with my current husband the sexual release part... which I will spare you all the gory details of
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High Priestess - Psychic power, intuition, inner knowing (As I said, since I've married my husband I've been having precognitive dreams more often, I feel more open to the universe. I have chosen a spiritual path, whereas before I had none. And I have embarked on a campaign to find out who I am and what I'm here for)
Strength - overcoming inner demons, courage (As I said, I have recently come to grips with alot of stuff. I am learning to let go of the demons that haunt me, and my insecurities as well. I am the one who takes control of situations now. Whether it's an animal type instinct or one gained from experience, I've learned to trust my impulses. Strangely, most of this has come from learning acceptance, instead of fighting, kicking and screaming. I guess acceptance is a kind of strength too)
Emperor - power, knowledge, ruling (ok, this is me now. I am the one who wears the pants in this family! LOL I am the one who makes all the decisions and sets the rules. And I may not always be popular for it, but things don't run right unless I have a hand in them)
I could also see the HP representing my mother's influence here. She always seemed very calm and "zen" to me. The first thing I thought when I saw the Emperor is "little girls grow up and marry thier daddies". My husband is very much like my father. I also still seek approval from my parents even if I am all grown up.
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