Idra
It took me a while but I finally decided to share my little experience with the death card. I'd usually be more careful when it appears to me. For me it often means "the end" or some sort of transformation and I do have difficulty letting go sometimes. I had this card one Friday night when I was about to go out. I was dying for a drink because the boy I liked was currently ignoring me. So I called my mate and we went out, we ended up in this bar, we had a cocktail and few chats. As I was about to leave, I went to the loo. In Italy some bars only have one bathroom...this one didn't even have a lock. When I finally finished I opened the door and there he was, for some reason I liked him instantly. So we started to talk in the bathroom, he is an American man, really charming and even though we just met, I felt like I had known him all my life. It felt right. So we moved this conversation outside and something more magical happened. We love the same movies, same writers, he played football but prefered rugby and rugby was my favourite game. He is intelligent, well-educated, charme au masculin and mysterious. When I quoted some writer, said the first half of the sentence and he could finish it for me. I could tell he is really into me too. We each had mates around but I felt it was just two of us, the whole wide world disappered when we looked at each other in the eye.
He walked me home and on my doorstep, he hesitated, he told me it was not the way to treat a lady. I told him directly what I want to do with him and I managed to seduce him. yes, when I'm turned on like that, I'm hardly a lady. The sex was absolutely fantastic , the passion we had for each other was so strong, It was fatal, it was like fire with fierce and dangerous flames. I melted with him, my world was whole again. They used to call orgasm "the little death", now I know what they mean by that. He was every intense and I loved it so much. We couldnt keep our hands off each other.
Sadly, like all ONS, it had to end. Him, being a super decent person, we even went out for a coffee the day after, I don't usually do this, because it would be awkward, but when I was with him, no matter what I said or done, I never felt any awkwardness. He asked me to watch a film called "serendipity", said it was how he felt about this whole thing, how deadly romantic our encounter is. It broke my heart when I had to say farewell to him and kissed him goodbye knowing I would never see him ever again.
It was evanescent but he changed my life in a way. He showed me there is someone out there for me, someone who appreciates me as who I am not who I pretend to be. Someone when I fall in love with him at the same moment he falls for me. He asked me not to settle with anyone normal because I deserve someone special. Yes, someone like you.
He is a Scorpio man, he came and he restored my faith in love. He was the answer to all my questions, he was a gift to me, his appearance exulted me and transformed me. Knowing he is out there, breathing, laughing and loving, I feel happy.
So you see, death card wasn't so scary at all. Now I think about it, it all make perfect sense. If you read this far and my bad grammar didn't put you off, you'd see what I mean. Embracing the ending, because old things must die so new things can move in. Maybe you will too, meet your destiny, someone changes your life or at least your view on life.
BTW I really miss you, Jason from Philadelphia. Have a nice life, amore mio.
He walked me home and on my doorstep, he hesitated, he told me it was not the way to treat a lady. I told him directly what I want to do with him and I managed to seduce him. yes, when I'm turned on like that, I'm hardly a lady. The sex was absolutely fantastic , the passion we had for each other was so strong, It was fatal, it was like fire with fierce and dangerous flames. I melted with him, my world was whole again. They used to call orgasm "the little death", now I know what they mean by that. He was every intense and I loved it so much. We couldnt keep our hands off each other.
Sadly, like all ONS, it had to end. Him, being a super decent person, we even went out for a coffee the day after, I don't usually do this, because it would be awkward, but when I was with him, no matter what I said or done, I never felt any awkwardness. He asked me to watch a film called "serendipity", said it was how he felt about this whole thing, how deadly romantic our encounter is. It broke my heart when I had to say farewell to him and kissed him goodbye knowing I would never see him ever again.
It was evanescent but he changed my life in a way. He showed me there is someone out there for me, someone who appreciates me as who I am not who I pretend to be. Someone when I fall in love with him at the same moment he falls for me. He asked me not to settle with anyone normal because I deserve someone special. Yes, someone like you.
He is a Scorpio man, he came and he restored my faith in love. He was the answer to all my questions, he was a gift to me, his appearance exulted me and transformed me. Knowing he is out there, breathing, laughing and loving, I feel happy.
So you see, death card wasn't so scary at all. Now I think about it, it all make perfect sense. If you read this far and my bad grammar didn't put you off, you'd see what I mean. Embracing the ending, because old things must die so new things can move in. Maybe you will too, meet your destiny, someone changes your life or at least your view on life.
BTW I really miss you, Jason from Philadelphia. Have a nice life, amore mio.