I am so sorry for abandoning this thread for so long. I was going through a med change, and I have schiz...you know how it goes.
One of the things I do is that, if possible, I turn my computer off the MOMENT I think I'm going into a delusional or psychotic place. That way, you all never even hear a peep from me unless I'm a-okay to be around tarot.
One of the things about my mental illness that always hinders me, though, is my lack of motivation to do ANYTHING. Even things I enjoy. Even things like eating. They are called negative symptoms of schizophrenia, and they are truly harsh. How does this effect my readings? Simple. I often just don't have the motivation to teach myself the card meanings beyond the most shallow of keywords. As such, I need a lot of references when I read.