Mary El Tarot - The Nines

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Nines are about finally finding God... but this time not on the outside, but inside of us... In Sevens we were preparing ourselves to find ourselves (to manage the horses reach our meaning), and in Eights we fought and won above our own limitations and fears that hold us back from managing these horses to reach the end and also to improve our lives... Now we hit the goal and we achieved our ultimate meaning of life... But this is not the end (just like 7 of disks is not an end as well). Now s/he reached the balance and learns about the life through solitary life like a Hermit (IX) by nourishing the sun/God inside and blossoming him, by talking to him and spending time with him (like when we meditate or relax...). This is fully on inner level. When we no longer live in the outer world and technology but we live in the inner world guided by Gods and Higher Powers and outer world reflects it... Like monks in India.. Since this is inner world and subconsciousness, it is connected to XVIII Moon. And thats why all 9s are so surreal.. probably the most surreal cards from the entire deck, Because they represent Moon. They all look like a wild dream.

9 of wands reminds me of Mother Theresa when reading Mrs. White's explanation of the card.. Its about finding so much passion for the higher purpose that we lose ourselves... We realize going deep towards light is connected with dying of ourselves and suffering. Yet its only ego. And love overcomes everything... Like Mother Theresa had so much love, she was willing to give up anything, but had so much passion for what she did...

9 of swords is about realizing ourselves and our purpose in life. Our highest meaning of humans and humanity. Fully realizing and understaning purpose of life. And with life there is always a death. But seeing these two as only endless cycles and realizing our immortality - the gift from Gods. Our mind in 9 of swords looses all the restrictions, fears, limitations known and become fully enlightened as we walk as hermits with Gods..

9 of cups is even more interesting...for me, passing baboon - god of math, science and measurement - and walking up the stairs means learning to pass by physical laws... Enlightened people who reached such high wisdom in life that they know telekinesis, teleportation, astral travelling, not eating and drinking... (these all people exist)... and they walk to the highest heights in life.. even beyond life... All the way up.... Death of the ego, death of the body and its needs, death of the reality and world and connecting to the God...

9 of disks is baphomet, both God and Devil. so i cant even imagine what are the secrets that are revealed to you after this point. Its ultimate mystery of our existence...
 

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Update 9 of pentacles:

Bathomet represents perfect deceiption.... usually this card if for perfect happy family... but family or anything else cannot make us happy.... only we following our purpose can make us happy... this is a card of a person forgetting its purpose and starts to find earthy satisfaction in things such as family... of course our family can bring us joy, but its not the purpose of our lives... its the ultimate deceiption, therefore bathomet...
example... old people whose family is grown up and left them behind... these people believe they have no purpose in life, they only think there is nothing there for them, no personal goals, needs, wants only to die so that they are not a burden... their whole life they wanted to do so much and now when they have time to explore themselves, they decide they are redundant and they only await death...