Beancrew49
One thing I'd like to add to this conversation is in response to the people who say, "You should respect the rules of the house." I think this is nonsensical. Sure, if the rule is no smoking, that's something that should be respected as it has an effect on the people who live there. That I agree with. But as far as pursuing Tarot, something that harms no one, you are free to be the person you are meant to be. Just because someone allows you to live somewhere, that does not mean they own you. Just because someone gave birth to you, that does not mean they can tell who what kind of person to be. If you allow other people to suppress who you are, then that WILL eventually manifest into disease on the physical level. Be who you are, unapologetically. If using Tarot will get you kicked out of your house, then do it quietly, but never change who you are for someone else.