Sometimes each of us has something we really need to think through consciously, but we either avoid it, or only go so far--only think about the parts we like, or only think about it for a few minutes before we scare ourselves, or only scratch the surface and then tell ourselves we've thought it all through. It seems to me something is begging your full attention, a full on session, painful as it may be, of facing what's going on in a particular area of your life.
I never went very far learning computer programming--just some BASIC classes, years and years ago, but we were taught to flow chart everything. I had to do the same as a manager, flow out every procedure. It's an intensive process, it doesn't leave a single step or possible decision unexplored, it's a thorough game of "what if". The teachers used to call it "playing dumb computer".
If there's something important or costly that you're contemplating and you haven't gone through that what-if process, maybe it's time to now. If there's a relationship that you're just riding on the surface of, accepting things as they come along, but you know inside there are some things to face that you haven't, it may be time to sit down and think about whether it's really one-sided, or problematic, and where it's heading. If you're starting a business or a lengthy learning process, it may be time to imagine all the possible consequences and responsibilities.
It's your life, and this card coming up repeatedly may be telling you it's time to take a good hard look. It may also indicate a need to talk things out with another person every bit as thoroughly. Hash it out, so to speak.
A little painful honest analyzing or communicating now may save much more heartbreak later.
Nevada