Re: First Card of The Week
Hello, Everyone:
I just want to say that now that we're doing this "card a week" posting, I can feel it now -- I'm about to be
stretched and challenged. This deck is sooo demanding to me and it's not simple and what if the card won't really talk to me. I, actually thought that I wasn't going to be able to post on the Knight of Swords because when I would look at the card, nothing much came from it. Finally, I just had to do it or miss posting for this week. Once, I allowed myself to relax and "just go with it," I felt that I got from it what I was supposed to get. The card yielded and I was not left emptyhanded. BUT, there are other cards in this deck that affect me this way. I think I'm in for it.
Hey, if a card is chosen and it REFUSES to give me anything coherent, I'm just going to say that. FOLKS, IT WON'T TALK TO ME. I know this probably sounds silly, but, the ToP and I have an odd relationship.
With some of the cards, it's as though someone has thrown a million things at me and then says, "Ok, now what did I just throw?" Heck, I don't know - a bunch of stuff. Wait a minute, let me think . . . I know there were some peas and . . ." Then with others, I stare at them and they just stare back at me. "What do you want to tell me?" Silence.
Mind you, this is only when deciphering/interpreting one card. In a reading, in conjunction with other cards in the "family" there's no problem.
Just my ToP angst coming out. Angst might be too strong a word. How about trepidation? Yeah, that's it.
Hey guys, that's why I started this Thread.
I need a place to vent and talk in general about my "relationship" with "you know who." It's like having a relationship where you love each other, but, one (ToP) wants to be difficult with the other (me) sometimes.
No, I haven't lost it - not yet, anyway
TL2