Thelema is to me more and more a spiritual development unique for each individual taking the Path.
As for my own experience, the LBRP brought great development and massive changes in my life in just 6 months daily practice.
Now I am willing to add Resh to my daily routine, but I am not very familiar with the egyptian pantheon, so I am in the process of getting to know the gods I am going to work with.
Even tho I see them more as energies to introduce in my daily practice, studying their myths and drawing their images is helping me understand what it is that I am calling into/ drive away from my life.
Besides the outer form of the rituals, I think the important part of the work is in the meditations and the changes they bring about in one's way of understanding the world and the place one wants to take in it.. one's True Will..
Thus I understand very well how Nuit refuses to write, and leaves to each of us the task to find our own way of worshipping.. If she wouldn't do this, we would end up with just another dogmatic religion where our relationship with the Divine is pre-digested by somebody else, be it even a Goddess..
And just in those last few days, it has dawned on me to start using not only the invoking or evoking Pentagram of Earth in my LBRP, depending on what I feel I need on that day, (or if I feel neutral, connecting them to my daily meditation over elements-planets-zodiac signs..)
I think I have read that even in GD practices the pentagram of Earth is given quite as an example, and as the most general one to use for beginners.. but I don't think it would be wrong to alternate it weith the other pentagrams.
Please someone correct me if I am wrong..
I think I don't have very well the connection between Book of Law on one side, and rituals and ordeals on the others.
I like studying the BoL, but I don't agree with it in full.. I would call myself more of a hermetic practitioner than a Thelemite..
Resh would be a step towards Thelema, but again seeing it as energies to deal with I tend to stay general and keep myself close but not into Thelema.
I will work on it, but still I am drawn to explore and include in my practice different traditions.. I still feel far more confident working with my original celtic pantheon than with the Thelemic one.
I do my ceremonial rituals with the Hebrew names (even tho still thinking in terms of energies, as I have explained), but for my Low Magick works (which are quite a few) I stick to my celtic pantheon..
Any thoughts? I would love to hear other's opinions..
Thanks