CosmicBeing, I have no idea how to study these cards. They look so simple... a number or a face, and a symbol. 52 cards. Cannot be too difficult, can it?
So I went, and opened one of those links and started to read. Shouldn't take more than 30 days to learn them... and I got lost in the meanings, and possibilities.
How does one start?! I decided on picking one card. Without a question, without a focus. Just thinking...
give me something to study.
They presented me with the Q
A Queen is an emblem of truth; spades denote trouble that plague every man.
A Queen is a female, a spade is a problem. Now she may represent any female that is troublesome: a cruel mother, a female rival, a competetive work mate, a jealous sister, a widow, a witch.
Another quality of Q

- the type of person who knows how to get what she wants.
While I was brooding over this card, I received an anonymous note from a neighbour: a complaint about the chinese restaurant, and a number to call... now, that is a Q

kind of manouvre.
The
cardseer lists them all:
Quote:
Suit of Spades
Negativity, problems, responsibilities, force, obligations, law enforcement, challenges, obstacles, delays, mysteries, secrets, decisions, karmic debts, obsessions, addictions, resentment, anger, setbacks, frustration, loneliness, confinement, anxiety, failure, fear, illness and loss.
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I wonder what this card has to do with me. Well, I am worried and troubled. I have secrets, I feel lonely and confined; I nourish some secret grudges, there is anger and frustration inside of me, and I love mysteries. I also think that I am a witch.