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The weirdest part in all this is that my mom had a dream Easter weekend and predicted that i would marry and be pregnant soon. And at least be in a relationship with my future husband within 6 months. Holy cow. She's always right with this stuff and you have no idea how ironic it is that of all her attributes this is one of a few facets to her that's awesome.
Very cool! I was really feeling this. I can't wait to see what happens!! lol
My mom will be leaving this Monday and will be gone for a few weeks. Yay! The new chapter could be a month of peace. Also, I'm starting to study and feel stronger about boundaries with others and living myself more. I pray to god every night asking for my mom to be kind to me. It's that bad. And my self esteem gets thrashed daily. No peace or space from her.
I'm sorry that you have to go through this. It's just not right but a break from her will be just the thing to recharge your put-up-with-mom batteries. Always remember that you are separate from her and her negativity. I know how hard that is but you must not let yourself blend into her or accept her put-downs. I suggest visualizing a force field of sorts around you. As her hurtful words pass through your force field, think of them turning into compliments. hahaha! It could be amusing at least.
Mom - "you are going to fail all your classes"
Force field translates this into...
Mom - "I'm in awe of your brilliance!!"
I actually did this with someone who used to be in my life...an ex boyfriend. He would say things like "I USED to date hot girls." I force field translated that into all kinds of amusing things. He didn't have the power to hurt me anymore...and I was laughing when I left his sorry ass. Give it a try.
It's warns my heart that when I have a child, they'll keep grandma wrapped around their little finger. At least someone can tame the lion! And my mom symbolized by the Boulder! Perfect!!! So fitting! So glad this man will help it shrink in size so my sun is no longer eclipsed by the MOMster.
My mom is awesome with kids. We joke she has a magic spell she puts on kids. It wouldn't surprise me that she'd love a kid of mine. It would distract her from attacking me too.
It's always interesting to see how our parents morph into entirely different people with the grandkids. My mom said her mom would whip her butt if she stepped out of line. I could have burnt grandma's house down and she would have thought it was adorable. lol Time and distance change people.
Gosh, if this man smells nice, I will be sure to spray a paper with his cologne and send it to you! Hubba, Hubba!!!
haha! Please do...not sure how I'm going to explain a letter that smells all hot and manly to my husband but I'll figure something out.
Yes I do know Ellie Goulding and I think I know that song.
Teacher...so I'll be on my grad school campus soon and studying daily in the library. It's a place full of professors!!!! And I've always dated smart, creative guys. Intelligence is just as important to me as the physical attraction.
Me too, sister! My husband is very intelligent...and it's so sexy! I think this is definitely where you are going to meet/start something with this guy.
The chalkboard....interestingly I have someone around me who's a teacher of sorts in a lab too. Works with science stuff.
I wonder who this man is or will be! Is there timing on when I will meet him?
I wonder if this man is someone I already know. Hmmm
I kept wondering if you already knew him or he is someone new...not sure but I know this fall will be significant, whether that's when you meet him or when things get really serious, I just don't know.
It's not a surprise I can't fix the situation with my mom or change it. But getting away from her will give me so much peace, I can't even tell you.
This reading comes at such the right time. I have been getting so down and feel I have to keep so much pain inside. All my life my mom has made it known that my feelings don't matter. I have always hoped someone would be my partner in life and I would finally have someone to lean on and someone to trust with my feelings. I've just come out of a really hurtful period. I am so looking forward to a happy phase in my life. One where I'm appreciated and loved.
You deserve love. Don't ever forget that.
And also...I secretly love when my boyfriends come up to me, pat me on the head and say "come on buddy!" Just kidding! Lol ;-)
hahaha! A pat on the head and "come on buddy!". What more can a girl ask for?! lol
Thank you so much for this reading. You truly have a gift and I promise I will update you when things happen!
Thank you so much, hon. I'm really excited for you. Hang in there and force field yourself off from your mom. Things are really going to change for the better...very soon!
