wildchilde
Due to some things that were happening Sunday and Monday, I was led to believe I should probably work with this protective and grounding stone...Smokey Quartz. This piece is sort of a robin's egg size/shape with a milky part that looks very interesting and a "scar" down the center that gives it a bit of a rough feel eventhough it is a tumbled stone.
The first night I used it (Monday), I had a very deep dream about the situation going on and it made a lot of sense to me. However, I should have written it down as soon as I woke up, because now I can only remember the "highlights" and not the entire dream.
The next day, I used the stone in meditation and it felt really good in my hands and was very relaxing meditation but I didn't get any sort of insight or visions or anything like that. Just felt calm and relaxed. I also got word that the original issue that led me to feel the need for more protection had been cleared up and that the person who had lied about something I supposedly said had confessed their lie and those who had become angry at me because of the lie were no longer angered since they knew the truth. However, there still seems to be no explanation as to why the person lied in the first place.
Today, I am beginning to feel I may be "too grounded" though as I have felt edgy and achy since I woke up and feeling on the edge of anger even though I don't have anything in particular to be angry about. For you women out there...the feeling is sort of like the beginning of PMS although I am no where near that in my cycle right now. All day minor issues have made me grumble and gripe to myself and feel "taken advantage of" by others, and this is not like me normally. Outwardly, I feel like I have been able to 'maintain the facade of normalcy' and haven't bitten anyone's head off and have been cheerful and nice to those I have come in contact with, but the inner dialogue has been a bit edgy and I haven't wanted to be around a lot of people just in case I slip and drop that facade.
I am wondering if this stone did what was needed and that I need to let it go for now. It has certainly been an interesting experience though.
The first night I used it (Monday), I had a very deep dream about the situation going on and it made a lot of sense to me. However, I should have written it down as soon as I woke up, because now I can only remember the "highlights" and not the entire dream.
The next day, I used the stone in meditation and it felt really good in my hands and was very relaxing meditation but I didn't get any sort of insight or visions or anything like that. Just felt calm and relaxed. I also got word that the original issue that led me to feel the need for more protection had been cleared up and that the person who had lied about something I supposedly said had confessed their lie and those who had become angry at me because of the lie were no longer angered since they knew the truth. However, there still seems to be no explanation as to why the person lied in the first place.
Today, I am beginning to feel I may be "too grounded" though as I have felt edgy and achy since I woke up and feeling on the edge of anger even though I don't have anything in particular to be angry about. For you women out there...the feeling is sort of like the beginning of PMS although I am no where near that in my cycle right now. All day minor issues have made me grumble and gripe to myself and feel "taken advantage of" by others, and this is not like me normally. Outwardly, I feel like I have been able to 'maintain the facade of normalcy' and haven't bitten anyone's head off and have been cheerful and nice to those I have come in contact with, but the inner dialogue has been a bit edgy and I haven't wanted to be around a lot of people just in case I slip and drop that facade.
I am wondering if this stone did what was needed and that I need to let it go for now. It has certainly been an interesting experience though.