CCTheGreat
I did post this in the reading forum but I didn't get very much feedback.
Back story: I met a guy while travelling but I was in difficult circumstances at the time and it was my last night so we never got anywhere. However, we've been talking for almost a year now. I should point out we live on opposite sides of the world and are both currently in undergrad so or semesters never match up. We've toyed around with him coming here or me going there but it wasn't an option.
It was always my plan to move to Europe after graduation, which happens in November and it looks like I'll be laying some professional connections in his city. Then the angst set in, we started this off light and fun but we've admitted to having feelings and I'm terrified of continuing this case it doesn't work out. What if it does work out and I'll need to plan my career around someone? I think it was a hope for so long that just putting a time frame on the waiting period is freaking me out.
Basically, I wanted to know if it's worth keeping this going or if I should just cut and run now and save myself disappointment and heart ache. This thing is a long shot and not even I know what I want yet.
Justice: As someone who studied law this card makes me think of a balanced and deliberate decision. It's almost as if it's telling me that a decision will be made in the future, more likely than not based on facts and occurrences that haven't happened yet. I also get the feeling that it's going to be both practical, reasoned but feeling as well.
Over all, I actually believe that there's something there with this guy and we don't owe each other anything and the idea was always to wait until we could try this out for real but now I'm starting to freak out because it looks like we'll have that chance.
Cut and run or stay and see how this plays out?
Back story: I met a guy while travelling but I was in difficult circumstances at the time and it was my last night so we never got anywhere. However, we've been talking for almost a year now. I should point out we live on opposite sides of the world and are both currently in undergrad so or semesters never match up. We've toyed around with him coming here or me going there but it wasn't an option.
It was always my plan to move to Europe after graduation, which happens in November and it looks like I'll be laying some professional connections in his city. Then the angst set in, we started this off light and fun but we've admitted to having feelings and I'm terrified of continuing this case it doesn't work out. What if it does work out and I'll need to plan my career around someone? I think it was a hope for so long that just putting a time frame on the waiting period is freaking me out.
Basically, I wanted to know if it's worth keeping this going or if I should just cut and run now and save myself disappointment and heart ache. This thing is a long shot and not even I know what I want yet.
Justice: As someone who studied law this card makes me think of a balanced and deliberate decision. It's almost as if it's telling me that a decision will be made in the future, more likely than not based on facts and occurrences that haven't happened yet. I also get the feeling that it's going to be both practical, reasoned but feeling as well.
Over all, I actually believe that there's something there with this guy and we don't owe each other anything and the idea was always to wait until we could try this out for real but now I'm starting to freak out because it looks like we'll have that chance.
Cut and run or stay and see how this plays out?