procrastination
Thanks for all your replies...i wanted to get to the core of my problem on why I am not consistent to learn tarot.please help.Here is what happens
1)I do c.o.t.d exercise at the end of day and see how my day went based on the card pulled
2)I buy a new tarot book and start reading it..after few days, i come across a new book and i want that book..once i get the new book, i stop reading the old..the cycle continues
3)I have restricted self reading to one card reading only.If I try to do a 2 card reading on daily basis, for example a problem and solution spread , i really cannot combine both cards for a reading and go back to one card reading.
4)I start a tarot journal, write few pages and then stop..after few days I start a new journal and keep the old journal aside
5)Want to start from scrach in tarot again and again
6)A feeling if i am doing it right ot it is just in the mind
7)saving blogs and tarot videos and not getting time to see them and even if i get time ..i dont watch those videos but download new videos.
8)Feel that other people on tarot fb groups are more knowledgable than me and I should ask them for help.If I see a tarot reader on FB , i immediately feel that i should ask him/her for help .i give all the power to the other person and feel that I know nothing.
9)Reading card meanings from different books for card of the day and then coming down at one meaning
10)Jumping to intermediate and advanced exercies though not mastering the basics.
Can others relate to this?Is there a way I can stop becoming an information junkie and stop being overwhelmed by information overload
Thanks