An overview of my situation: I married 5 years ago, even though I was still hung up about my ex boyfriend. (it was me that ended the relationship with my ex - he was devestated) I thought my marriage would make me happy. I was wrong. I thought of recontacting my ex many times and finally plucked up the courage to get back in touch with him. I went to see him (he now lives in the US and me in the UK) and immediately knew he was the one for me. I told him how I felt. He was shocked (he is still single) and after baring our souls he said that in his heart he wants me but his head is blocking it and telling him no. He says he can't go back. Since I returned to the UK I have left my husband and my ex and I have kept in contact. He has been somewhat schizofrenic, blowing hot and cold and I really don't know what he thinks. So......
The spread: I would like to know how the relationship with my ex will develop. What he really feels about me, what is going on in his head. Where we are going. How I should act, what I should say to get the outcome I want (him back). Should I stick with it, will it work out or should I give up. When will I know the outcome of this path I am taking.....