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Aquarius 19 A Forest Fire Finally Quenched
After what feels like some massive upheavaling of long lived emotions and repeating patterns I am having quite a bit more anxiety than usual with depression - mild, I think.
So I asked the Sabian
'What can I do to help me get out of this depressive state of mind'
and the above is what I pulled. I don't really understand it. The 'commentary' part is true, i have set off a crazy chain of emotional events through Bowen therapy, counselling and meditation that are meant to lead to healing but thats far from evident right now. Even lots of my horoscopes are saying that I can now 'enjoy my new state of mind'. However, I'm not having feelings of exhileration or quiet after the storm or feeling a new commitment to life. The opposite of all of this, actually.
I wonder if it means that I need to stop for a while as its too much to handle and could lead to a destruction rather than a healing OR let the fire continue until it is naturally quenched to allow full transformation? Could it mean that I am in the middle of the fire?
What do you think?
Goddess : )
Aquarius 19 A Forest Fire Finally Quenched
After what feels like some massive upheavaling of long lived emotions and repeating patterns I am having quite a bit more anxiety than usual with depression - mild, I think.
So I asked the Sabian
'What can I do to help me get out of this depressive state of mind'
and the above is what I pulled. I don't really understand it. The 'commentary' part is true, i have set off a crazy chain of emotional events through Bowen therapy, counselling and meditation that are meant to lead to healing but thats far from evident right now. Even lots of my horoscopes are saying that I can now 'enjoy my new state of mind'. However, I'm not having feelings of exhileration or quiet after the storm or feeling a new commitment to life. The opposite of all of this, actually.
I wonder if it means that I need to stop for a while as its too much to handle and could lead to a destruction rather than a healing OR let the fire continue until it is naturally quenched to allow full transformation? Could it mean that I am in the middle of the fire?
What do you think?
Goddess : )