MacMorrighan
SPOOKY!!!!
I was mindlessly shuffling my new tarot deck ("Art Nouveau Tarot") when I drew the 10 of Staves; and in the low evening light my attention--my intuition--was gradually pulled to the aggrieved male figure who was feeling defeated, then my attention was most-definitely pulled down to his feet. I couldn't stop staring at them! Then I realized--this was very low light and I had not yet observed the card number--however, this card happened to be the 10 of Staves, which is all about carrying a great burden and, indeed, feeling over-burdened by responsibility! It then dawned on to me that this card was my own brother--my new deck was signifying my brother through this card as he had recently injured his right leg quite severely and is constantly besot with worry and aggrieved over financial issues because he doesn't want to be a "dead beat dad" even though he pays his baby mama almost his entire paycheck each week (she lives in another state and he pays her rent, her groceries, and whenever she wants rather excessive shopping money, like cash for Black Friday! He even borrowed $300 from me to send her money for her birthday!)! But, I digress....
****, but that draw was astonishingly accurate! In fact...If, during a reading, I had trusted myself enough and relayed much of that to a client (provided that my brother or someone he knows are mutual strangers) he'd likely walk away uber-impressed with my divinatory capabilities! Focussing on my divinatory skills has been something I want to work on and augment for a few years, now, since I have allowed it to lapse for much deeper academic pursuits. Hell, rarely have I encountered local diviners that get this specific, let alone are actually accurate! #BOOM
I was mindlessly shuffling my new tarot deck ("Art Nouveau Tarot") when I drew the 10 of Staves; and in the low evening light my attention--my intuition--was gradually pulled to the aggrieved male figure who was feeling defeated, then my attention was most-definitely pulled down to his feet. I couldn't stop staring at them! Then I realized--this was very low light and I had not yet observed the card number--however, this card happened to be the 10 of Staves, which is all about carrying a great burden and, indeed, feeling over-burdened by responsibility! It then dawned on to me that this card was my own brother--my new deck was signifying my brother through this card as he had recently injured his right leg quite severely and is constantly besot with worry and aggrieved over financial issues because he doesn't want to be a "dead beat dad" even though he pays his baby mama almost his entire paycheck each week (she lives in another state and he pays her rent, her groceries, and whenever she wants rather excessive shopping money, like cash for Black Friday! He even borrowed $300 from me to send her money for her birthday!)! But, I digress....
****, but that draw was astonishingly accurate! In fact...If, during a reading, I had trusted myself enough and relayed much of that to a client (provided that my brother or someone he knows are mutual strangers) he'd likely walk away uber-impressed with my divinatory capabilities! Focussing on my divinatory skills has been something I want to work on and augment for a few years, now, since I have allowed it to lapse for much deeper academic pursuits. Hell, rarely have I encountered local diviners that get this specific, let alone are actually accurate! #BOOM