Thunder
Where should I start... 8 years ago I was a teenage girl who admired all the things mystical. I was very pulled towards them but because I didn't have the knowledge or someone to ask I just considered them fairly tales and fancy ways to make a good movie or write a good book. Perhaps I have seen or read about cartomachy but I didn't believe it was real and there were actual living breathing people doing these things. I had some weird feeling about playing cards too, like they want to speak to me in some way. Sometimes I would just sit and browse trough them and admire their mystery.
One day I was browsing some forums on the Internet about magic, occult and that sort of things - something you might ask why I haven't done long time ago. Well, because we didn't have Internet at our house back then. I was very interested in love magic - not that I wanted to do it because most of the rituals were just gross and wrong but because I wanted to know what could happen to a person under such unfluence.
Then I saw the divination section and that people can tell the future. I became really interested because there was a guy I really liked and of course I wanted to know wheather he likes me too. Then I thought to myslef how good it could be to know the future. It was in perfect align with my plans for world domination. So I thought I should give it a try. Problem is the decks I was finding are a bit pricy for my teenage budget. I couldn't save the money fast because I love food and there should be money for that too.
So I decided to make a contract with my cousin who was then 8 or 9 years old kid. Don't blame me, I just needed the investment. We bought our first deck and studied the images for some time. Then she went away and took the almost new deck with her. When she returned she suffered from really bad headache which wasn't getting any better for a couple of days. Then I was stunned because I have read that many peope experience major headaches when connecting to their first Tarot deck. I haven't had told her about that and there was no way she could have known that so it wasn't placebo effect. When I took the cards from her and put them away she recovered. She is a Scorpio so it would be no wonder for you if I tell you she had been obsessed with these cards - playing all day long with them, eating with them and sleeping with them so her head couldn't take a brake. Coincidence or not this made me less sceptical about Tarot and about the spiritual stuff. The many love questions played their role as way. When I go back in time and think about the terror this first deck had endured I feel sorry for it and I think I owe it an apology.
One day I was browsing some forums on the Internet about magic, occult and that sort of things - something you might ask why I haven't done long time ago. Well, because we didn't have Internet at our house back then. I was very interested in love magic - not that I wanted to do it because most of the rituals were just gross and wrong but because I wanted to know what could happen to a person under such unfluence.
Then I saw the divination section and that people can tell the future. I became really interested because there was a guy I really liked and of course I wanted to know wheather he likes me too. Then I thought to myslef how good it could be to know the future. It was in perfect align with my plans for world domination. So I thought I should give it a try. Problem is the decks I was finding are a bit pricy for my teenage budget. I couldn't save the money fast because I love food and there should be money for that too.
So I decided to make a contract with my cousin who was then 8 or 9 years old kid. Don't blame me, I just needed the investment. We bought our first deck and studied the images for some time. Then she went away and took the almost new deck with her. When she returned she suffered from really bad headache which wasn't getting any better for a couple of days. Then I was stunned because I have read that many peope experience major headaches when connecting to their first Tarot deck. I haven't had told her about that and there was no way she could have known that so it wasn't placebo effect. When I took the cards from her and put them away she recovered. She is a Scorpio so it would be no wonder for you if I tell you she had been obsessed with these cards - playing all day long with them, eating with them and sleeping with them so her head couldn't take a brake. Coincidence or not this made me less sceptical about Tarot and about the spiritual stuff. The many love questions played their role as way. When I go back in time and think about the terror this first deck had endured I feel sorry for it and I think I owe it an apology.