My Nightmare & the Spread
I had a nightmare last night.
I was attending my husbands funeral. So many people were there, the dead with the living, and others whom I didn't know, I believed worked with him at one time or another in his life.
I remember touching his coffin and having so many regrets about fighting with him when I could have made his life easier at the end.
As I walked to the back of the room to set down, I saw a man who was eyeing me as I eyed him. I thought him to be a friend of the family, but was the half brother of my husbands biological brother.
(My husband and baby sister were adopted by another faimly, in real life.) *I'm not sure if this man was relevant or not, to the dream. It just stood out as he made me feel uncomfortable, then I had to comfort him to let him know that his 1/2 brother was not in the casket, it was his brothers biological brother in the casket. (I know, that is so wierd.)*
I saw my late father in law (as a young man) trying to set up the funeral and then I saw my husband as a young man trying to help his father get things going. His father was there to guide him.
Non of this (seeing family & young husband) made this situation any easier. It was very real. Its the second time I have had a "viewing" type of a dream. This time there was more involved, in the dream. This time I could feel deep intense emotions. The first dream was just looking down at him, then I was rushed backwards and I could see "me" looking at him, looking down at him. (I am assuming that was an out of body-astro traveling- to show me the posiblility of the future.)
Now to the spread;
I used this spread with the Runic Tarot. I wanted a deck that was more intense and not lightweight. It was very informative.
The first card showed a Cancer sign on it, which is his zodiac sign.
Springtime were the first two cards. The last two were Major Arcana's showing me that the latter was heavier weight for me to focus on.
I posted this reading on personal readings & linked it back here for future reference.
http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?p=1049363#post1049363
Thanks so much for this spread!
Barb