I did a few spreads with the clow cards (10 card spread.). I wanted a few questions answered and I was new to this and curious. Unfortunately, my deck needed more power than I had to offer, and it became like a vacum, sucking energy away from myself and others. My friend got really weak from the book with the cards in it. The deck itself was in bad shape because of what I did. The interesting thing about this deck, my friend has the same one only in japanese, and he did a reading on me, and my center card was "The Light", and I was incredibly balanced. Interestingly enough, with my own deck, the Light card, no matter where I put it in the deck, would be face up on top whenever I opened the book. The first few times I thought my friends were doing it, but I put it in, and didn't take my eyes off it, checked, and there it was, Light card, face up. It happened several times even after I got home. So I thought it would be interesting to try and summon the light card (Big mistake, but at the time, I was a novice.) I took out the light card and tried to use my own energy to summon it to this physical plain so I could speak with it. I saw a door open in my mind, but no light. Apparently I do not have the strength to summon such a being and instead something else "Charlie" came through the door. I gave the book to a friend for safe keeping after they sucked the negative energy scars left on the book out of it. Just because we needed to know if Charlie was after me, or the book. It was after me, and even though something bad happened, I intend to take my deck back soon... I do not want my friend's energy rubbing off on my cards.
EDIT: And maybe things are not as fine as I thought they were. Something new is annoying me, and it got into my house. Through all the barriers around the house and such. A little bit after I posted this I felt a pressence, and I got smacked right in my third eye. (My third eye opened when I got rid of Charlie.) I don't know if this is a warning to close the door and stop seeing them or what. I know various things when I leave the house have been feeding on my energy, and they don't like that I can see and stop them now. Okay ow! It is hurting me as I type. Okay sorry, lots of sudden pain, not fun. I am still weak from something that happened to me last week and have not yet regained my energy.